I'm back...

I'm beaten, and weary, but I'm back.
That little-dicked, sadistic BASTARD, whom I made the mistake of willingly giving myself to, put me in the fucking hospital!!!
After my last post, he did some things to me that I thought I would NEVER let happen!
It seems that he got so turned on, abusing my body that night, that he decided to go even further, the next night!

The next night, he took me out to the garage again, and the first thing he did, was gag me. Big, rough, HUGE dog-toy for a gag! Because of it, and his repeated punching to my face, I suffered a dislocated jaw, my eyes were black and blue, and swollen shut for a few days, my lips (on my face) were split open, and are just now, down to normal size.
He broke my nose!!!

And that was just my face...

He hung me, suspended by my ankles, a strap around my hips, and a collar around my neck, facing the floor.. I was horizontal for a good day, at least. My legs were kept spread, VERY wide, and a pretty good portion of my weight was suspended by my neck.
It's been weeks, and I'm just now, starting to be able to speak again.. though my voice is still raspy, and rough, and it still hurts to swallow.
This sadistic asshole beat my tits with his bare fists, and even took a baseball bat to them!
They're STILL black and blue, and I won't be wearing a bra for a few more weeks, I don't care what ANYONE says!
I'm wearing mu-mus for the next month or so, just so I can move around in public!

He punched me in the stomach so many times I lost count, broke 3 ribs, and broke my right arm, with a baseball bat, just above the elbow, just to hear me scream again!
He punched me in my cunt so many times I lost track, and forced two aluminum baseball bats into my ass, and kept twisting them!
My insides are sore, and I was on a colostomy bag for 2 weeks, so my asshole could heal. he split it open pretty good...
My cunt, well, that's not much better...
I guess I should be thankful he didn't use the baseball bats inside my cunt.
Instead, he took a bunch of branches, and shoved them up my pussy!
I'm honestly surprised that the neighbors didn't call the police! Even gagged, I was still making a lot of noise!
My cunt had to be internally stitched closed, as the branches really tore me up.
My clit got sliced! Right now, I don't even want to THINK about having sex!
Hell, just writing this, makes me hurt!
He took a dozen large knitting needles, and forced them through my tits!

But I'm ok now...it's been about two months, and I've been staying with a guy I met a year ago, who has been nursing me back to health.

It was over a month, before I would even THINK about sex. I wouldn't even suck on a soft dick!

But I'm better now.. my arm is still in a cast, but I went out with my friend last night, as I had convinced him that I HAD to get "back in the saddle" again!

So, I had him take me to an adult theater, and while there, I got fucked by about 10 guys, in all my holes, all bareback, and by the time we left, I had cum dripping down my legs from my pussy and ass, cum all over my face and tits, and huge lumps of cum in my hair.

It felt great!
We got back to his place, and I passed out within 10 minutes. We got in, I stripped, and he was going to put me in the shower, but I insisted that I wanted to feel the cum drying on me.
So, I lit up a nice fat joint, did a couple of shots of Jack Daniels', and passed out on the bed.
I woke up about 12 hours later, had my friend fuck me, then went and took a shower.

When I was done, I came out to the kitchen, naked, got myself something to eat, and went out to his back yard, and laid out in the cool afternoon sun for a couple of hours... It felt so good, so relaxing!

I'm getting the van ready to travel again...
no idea where I'll go, but there's this lonely-looking stretch of road that looks good...

Master tortured me tonight...

Master wanted to play with my nipples tonight..

Only problem is, when Master wants to play with my nipples, he has to take my new nipple rings out....
When Master "plays" with my nipples, it's not like most men "play" with nipples... He gets really sadistic with them!
Take last night, for example...
Master had me follow him to His garage, and He had me stand, with my arms behind me, and told me not to move my arms, no matter what, or I would be punished. That comment made me shiver in fear, and anticipation.. I mean, what ELSE could He do to punish me, that He hasn't already done?

He led me to his tool bench, removed my nipple rings, and opened a drawer full of "vice-grips"!!!
Master took the heavies, nastiest-looking vice grips I've ever seen, and put one on each nipple, clamped HARD!!!! He didn't lower them easily, either! He, in fact, LIFTED them, then DROPPED them, so, not only did they really YANK on my nipples, but the sheer weight of them, hit my belly, HARD!
As if the vice grips weren't heavy enough, He hung ANOTHER pair from the others, so I now had some really HEAVY weights hanging from my poor nipples!
Then he told me to spread my legs, and he clamped smaller, but still heavy, vice grips from my cunt-lips.. These, he didn't clamp quite as hard, but he put 4 on each cunt lip! And not just the outside lips, either!
He clamped them to both the outside, AND the inside lips, together!

But I'm very proud to say, I didn't move my arms or hands, though I did scream pretty loud!
Master slapped me for that...HARD! And many times!
He also slapped my tits, causing the clamps to sway back and forth, which just made me scream again, getting more slaps to the face!
He put a spreader bar on my ankles, securing them wide open, then told me to bring my hands to my front, where he put steel handcuffs on my wrists, and told me to bend over and touch the spreader bar. When I did that, he took another set of cuffs, and attached them from the spreader bar, to my cuffs, keeping me bent over. Master then put a very tight collar around my neck, tightening it so much, that it started to hurt, and made it difficult to breathe. He attached a rope, hanging overhead, to a ring on the back of the collar, and pulled the rope tight, pulling my head up, till I couldn't move!
I also found that breathing was gong to be difficult!
He made it more difficult, when he walked in front of me, and pulled my head down further (which I didn't think would be possible), and shoved his little cock in my mouth!
He gave me a BRUTAL face-fucking, yanking my head up and down, and each time he yanked down, it was like I was being hanged! Each yank downward, pulled the collar tighter around my airway, and started to cut off the blood flow to my brain!
With each thrust, wach downward yank to my head, I felt myself feeling more light-headed!
I found it harder to breathe, and I started to struggle, trying to get some air in my lungs, but not getting enough. I didn't ask him to stop though, as we had agreed that I would NOT have a "safe word"!!
The next thing I remember, was me feeling him fisting my asshole!
Once He realized that I was conscious again, he told me that I had passed out, and dropped like a stone to the floor, hanging by my neck!!
I now noticed that I had a saw-horse below me, supporting my weight, but not really taking much pressure off. Master told me he loosened the collar, but only a tiny bit, so I could stay conscious, and alert.
As Master was telling me this, He didn't once, stop ramming his balled-up fist DEEP into my ass, then pullng it all the way out, and JAMMING it back in!!!
Master DID stop, for a few moments, after a while (no idea of time at this point), to take the vice-grips off my nipples. When He did that, I screamed again, as the blood rushed back into my nipples!!!
Oh my FUCKING god!! Unless you've played, long-term, with heavy-duty nipple clamps, you can't even begin to imagine how much pain you can experience!! The pain of having clamps on your nipples an be bad enough, when they first go on, but after they've been on for a while, you barely feel them, until they're removed, and the blood flows back into your nips!!
Master took this opportunity to stop fisting my asshole, and come around, and start slapping my face and tits again, this time, even harder, and really focusing His hits directly on my nipples!

I wish it had been videoed, as I must have been quite a sight!
I know I was crying so bad, that snot was now running from my nose, I was drooling, and I must have been a mess!
I even pissed myself at one point!
Master then took some rope, and tied it to the vice-grips on my cunt-lips, and pulled them apart, stretching my cunt-lips wide open, and making me scream anew!!
Master fisted my cunt this time, using BOTH FISTS, no warm-up to it, just greased up His hands with motor oil, and forced them in!
That finally did it for me, and I started to have a HUGE orgasm!
I don't recall anything more, as I blacked out, I guess, because Master told me that I came, non-stop, for a good 10 minutes, squirting my cunt-cum, piss, and motor oil all over Him, and the floor!
Master told me he untied me, un-clamped me, and pulled me off the saw-horse, and laid me on the floor. Master told me that I looked like a slut having a seizure, as I just kept twitching, shaking, and cumming!
I finally came to, Master said I was out for a good hour or so, and I found myself still on the floor, soaking wet, and shivering from the old. (Master told me that, while I was out, he pissed on me, to warm me up a bit. The temperatures outside have been in the low 20's the past few days, and the garage isn't heated.)

I vaguely remember Master ordering me to get up, and go inside. I remember Master guiding me, holding me up just slightly, then leading me to the laundry room, where i recall it being VERY warm, compared to outside.
I woke up this morning, tired, and sore, and smelling of piss.
I wanted to get up and get a good hot shower, but I knew that Master would be angry, if I did that, without His permission, so I laid there for a while, till He walked in...

Master told me to get on my knees, as He had to piss again. I did, and He pissed in my mouth, on my face, and in my hair, then grabbed my hair, yanked me down, told me to keep my ass in the air, and to lick up his piss. While I was doing that, Master forced His two largest plugs into myass and cunt, and when I was done licking up His piss, he told me to go to the computer and write this.
I am writing this, as Master is beating my ass with a wooden paddle, and each time I've made a mistake in spelling, punctuation, grammer, or not capitalized the "H" in "Him", or the "M" in "Master", he's given my nipples two swats each!

Right now, my ass and tits, especially my nipples, are a bright red, they're swollen, and throbbing!
Master has said that, when I'm done here, to His satisfaction, I can take a quick hot shower, and then I can take a nap in my bed, which is really nothing more than a scratchy old blanket.
I welcome it right now, and I am grateful for any "creature comfort" Master gives to me!

I'm off now, to shower, and rest.
Good day to all,
gina

Love my Nipple Rings!

OMG! I just LOVE my new nipple rings! They look so pretty!!!
They are a beautiful, thick, shiny gold, and he showed them to me, closely, and I saw that he had them engraved with the words "SLUT" on one, and "WHORE"on the other!
Master says that when my nipples have healed enough, he's going to have the rings welded shut, so I can't remove them!

I don't know whether to be happy, or worried!

I'm submitting to an ugly old white man..

I met this guy online, we've been chatting for a few months, and he's really been turning me on!
He's got a really filthy, perverted mind, and he's been telling me exactly what he wants to do to me, and it's been turning me on like nobody's business, so we agreed to meet.


So, I drive to his town to meet up with him, and we talked, fucked, talked, fucked, and talked some more!



So, we've come to an agreement.

I've agreed to give myself over to him, COMPLETELY, and he's agreed to use me, or have me used, in some of the most decadent, and possibly SICK ways that he can come up with!


Let me start off, with a description of Him:
He's 72 years old, white, about 5 foot tall, maybe 250 lbs, balding,a really UGLY face, that looks like it's been run over by a truck a few times, huge gut, glasses so thick, they look like Coke bottles, and legally blind, so he can't drive, and he has a cock that's about 4 inches long, and skinny, with a tiny set of balls, that look like marbles, and hang down at least 6 inches below his dick.

Now, this is normally one of the LAST guys that I would be interested in, but like I said, he's got a really filthy mind to him, so that got me turned on, more than anything!

I've been staying with him for just over a week now, and he's agreed that, if I give myself over to him completely, not just my body, but my will, he will make me do some of the NASTIEST things he can come up with, that will humiliate me, degrade me, and abuse me, and that will also give me some of my biggest, most memorable orgasms!

The day that I agreed to submit to Him, the first thing he did,, was take all my clothes,the keys to my van, my ID, all my money, and personal possessions, and lock them up in a steamer trunk.

Next, he had me strip, and threw my clothes that I was wearing, into the fireplace, burning them up fast., and proceeded to slap handcuffs on my wrists,behind my back, and leg cuffs on my ankles, with a short length of chain between my feet, just enough to allow me to walk somewhat, but not too long of a stride.

Then came the nipple clamps, the clover kind, with a length of chain attached.
He then wrote on my forehead, the word "URINAL", and on my chest, he wrote "SLUT", and over my pussy, he wrote "CUMDUMP". On my ass, he wrote "ASS SLUT", then he put an "O" ring gag in my mouth, stretching my mouth open wide, and locked that in place.
He went and made a phone call, and about an hour later, a mexican guy shows up with a truck, and a large gym-type bag, but larger than I had ever seen.


My new Master ordered me to climb into the bag, and bend over, and he quickly zipped the bag shut.
Now, at this point, I started to get a little worried.. I mean, he's burned the clothes I was wearing, and locked up anything that would allow me to run away, if I thought I needed to, and he's got my ID, so no way to identify me, other than fingerprints and dental records, and NO ONE, up to this point, knew where I was! (Well, actually, even now, nobody knows where I am!)

So, I feel them picking the bag up, with me inside, and by the sounds I could hear, I was being taken outside, and put into the truck. (not too gently, either!)

When the truck finally stopped, and I was unloaded, I found myself being removed from the bag, and being led into a men's bathroom.
I was then told that, until further notice, each day, I would be the urinal and slut, for any of the man's workers (Master owns a rather large factory, but i don't know what they make) to use as they see fit, during the day. He removed one of the cuffs, and repositioned my hands above my head. and hooked a large, heavy chain to the handcuffs, and attached it to a bolt in the ceiling, and attached a similar chain to my ankle cuffs, with that being secured to a bolt in the floor, so I wasn't going anywhere!

I could move around a little, turns out, just enough so that I could turn around, to be fucked in my ass, or pussy, as well as my mouth, as the workers saw fit.

The first day, I was raped in all 3 holes repeatedly, cum on, pissed on, and pissed IN, made to lick cocks clean afterward, (not easy to do, btw, with a ring-gag in my mouth!)
an even a few of the girls came in, to piss on me!



After the work-day was done, I was taken out of the bathroom, still naked, and in view of the workers, and still covered in piss and cum, was carried onto the bed of a pickup truck, and cuffed, spread-eagled, and in the air, suspended by my wrists and ankles, with nothing but the hard, dirty truck bed below me. I was told not to make a sound, and my new Master shoved two tennis balls into my cunt, and one tennis ball, with a rope going through it, into my asshole.
He then had his driver drive me and Him to Master's house, and I think he took the long way around!
We wound up on the highway, where, between the cold, and the wind, I was FREEZING by the time we got home!
He got out, and had his driver start shoveling snow on TOP of me!!!
I couldn't hold it in any longer, and started screaming at the top of my lungs for him to stop, that it was too cold! Master finally went and put a ball gag in my mouth, slapped me hard across the face, and told me to shut the fuck up!
So, now I'm covered in snow (actually, they filled the entire truck bed with snow!), and shivering, wondering what the fuck I've gotten myself into NOW, when I suddenly feel this warmth all over my body!
Turns out that they were pissing on my cunt, tits, and belly, but leaving my face buried in the snow, with only my nose uncovered!

They pulled me out of the truck bed, after uncuffing me, and the worker threw me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes, and dropped me on the floor, again, like a sack of potatoes!
Master then YANKED the tennis ball out of my ass, by the rope, making me scream into the gag again, then he reached into my cunt, and pulled the balls out of my cunt, which by now, was sore (not so much tho, due to the snow), and dragged me by the hair to the shower where he (thankfully) gave me a good hosing down with nice hot water. He dried me off roughly with a towel, then led me to his bed, where he cuffed my ankle to the bed post, and told me that i was to sleep there, from now on. No cushions, no pillow, no blanket, just hard, wood floor beneath me. thank God he keeps the house warm!
He shoved a huge buttplug into my ass, DRY, and an even bigger plug into my cunt, and locked a harness on me, to keep them inside me.
That was how I slept that first night, and for many nights afterwards.
This routine has repeated itself for the last week, with a few variations...
Besides being a human urinal for Him and his employees, I've also been beaten, and raped by many of the guys in his employ, and a few of the women.


Yesterday, I was taken out of the toilet, hosed down with cold water, and led by my nipple clamps, still naked, and cuffed, up to the accountant's office.
There, I was introduced to the accountant, a woman in her 60's, pretty, but kind of a bookish-look to her..
She had me cuffed so that my wrists were attached to my ankles, behind me, and she tied a rope through my hair, and yanked my head back, and tied the rope through my ankle cuffs, so my head was kept back.
For the rest of the day, she kept feeding me, giving me baby food, all green, btw.. as well as spaghetti with sauce, aparagus, and brussel sprouts, (two veggies i HATE!),and other things, like twinkies ( i was told to swallow them whole. not too hard for me), she also fed me raw carrot sticks, and celery, and about two dozen cherries, WITH STEMS! i didn't know what they fuck was going on, but I was told not to argue, or refuse anything she wanted to do to/with me.


Occasionally, she'd spit in my face, usually right in my eyes, which, if you remember, turns me on to NO END!!
She'd also reach down and slap my tits, or give me a hard kick in my pussy, or, if she as feeling nice, she's occasionally rub her stocking-covered foot into my pussy, getting me nice and wet, but not letting me cum!
At the end of the day, I was carried downstairs back to the toilet, still cuffed, with my head held back, and the workers were told that the urinal was back open, so within minutes, I had 30 or 40 guys pissing all over me, and in my mouth!
I was told to swallow as much piss as i could, so I did.
At this point, the lady accountant came down, and, in front of everyone, stripped naked, and put on a dildo harness, with a HUGE black dildo!
She walked up to me, untied my hair, and raped my mouth with that huge toy, making sure she went deep enough, and thrusted hard enough, to cause me to gag repeatedly!
She wasn't happy with that though, and started raping my throat, not just my mouth, with this thick, extremely long dildo!
Within seconds, I was gagging, and retching, and started to throw up, which, apparently, is what she was aiming for!
She would ram that dildo hard, and deep, down my throat, pulling it all the way out, then ramming it all the way back in, forcing me to take it, and on each out-stroke, I'd puke some more, till I couldn't stop vomiting, and I was soon bent over slightly, puke coming out of my mouth, and my nose, choking me, making it so I couldn't breathe, and then suddenly, I felt a cock being forced up my ass! The guy was saying that, with me gagging, and puking, and struggling for breath, that my asshole was gripping him off and on, like a vice!
He didn't last long in my ass, and came in me quickly, then pulled out, and shoved his dick, which had his cum, and my shit on it, into my mouth, ordering me to clean it with my tongue.
Now, I don't normally have a problem with being ordered to do this, but the puking was leaving me light-headed, from lack of air, and the taste of my puke (god, I hate that taste!) was just churning up my stomach more, and then, the taste and smell of my shit on his cock, just made me puke MORE, all over his cock!
Well, I got a couple of pretty hard slaps in the face for that, and was told to lick it all the messiness up, from his cock.
I managed that, not without some difficulty, and figured that was that.
WRONG!!! I was then ordered to lick up, and swallow, all the puke I'd just thrown up!
It was totally gross!
It was green, and yellow, and even some red, I guess, from blood, from having my throat raped so hard, and vomitting so hard!
I finally managed to lick, and swallow it all, then some guys started pissing in my mouth, telling me to drink it all up, that it would take away the taste of the puke. sure.. whatever... I did it.
I was then transported back to Master's house, where I was gently bathed, and placed in Master's bed. I was told that I had earned a nice night's rest, and to enjoy.

I drifted off, only to be awoken a few hours later, by Master forcing a foot-long hot dog up my ass! And he didn't stop at just one! Within a matter of minutes, he had shoved 6 foot long hot dogs into my ass! I was so tired, I just moaned, knowing that I had no say in the matter, having agreed to give myself over to him, for HIS pleasure...

He then proceeded to open two packs of kosher hot dogs (I know this, because of the packaging, and the fact that they were really slimy.. Kosher dogs tend to be packed in some sort of slime, as a preservative), so there were at least 16 of them, and he was sticking them up my pussy!
Again, I just spread my legs, and let him have His fun, wondering when I'd get my fun...
He put duct tape over my cunt and asshole, telling me that He wanted me to keep the dogs in my holes overnight... that he had plans for them later. I drifted to sleep soon afterward, but it was a really weird feeling!



The next morning, a Saturday, he woke me up by sticking his dick in my mouth. When I was awake he started to piss in my mouth, slowly, telling me not to spill a drop on his bed, so I did my best, and only got a few drops on my neck and chest.
He then took me downstairs, and fed me, then took me out back to a hottub, where we both soaked for over an hour.
I asked him when the hot dogs were coming out of me, and he just told me, "Soon, you slut, soon.."
I was to find out later, that "soon" for Him, was not the same as "soon" for me!

He dressed me in a really TINY outfit... one that was at least 4 sizes too small for me, so everything I have, was spilling out, making me look like white-trash, with belly-bulges poking out, my tits overflowing the too-tiny tube top he gave me to wear, my thighs jiggling in a skirt that was WAY too small, and I was told to put on makeup really heavily. He told me that he wanted me to look like a "skank".. that's the word he used... He said "not slutty, not trashy, but skanky!"

So, with way too much eye makeup on, lips a bright blood red, multiple large, cheap plastic hoop earrings, and too much blush, and 4 inch spike heels, (not matching my outfit, either, btw), he took me to the mall, of all places! He and I walked around for the better part of an hour, before I realized that the duct tape was starting to come off!
I told him this, and begged with Him to take me out of the mall, so He did, after giving me a disappointed look.
Did he take me home? NOPE!
He took me to a strip mall, instead! So here we are, walking in and out of stores, when I feel the duct tape fluttering away! I tell Master, and he just smiles, and tells me that I'd better holdin all those hot dogs, or else! Well, I didn't have any idea of what "or else" entailed, and I honetly TRIED to keep those slimy dogs in my ass and cunt! I really did!

But suddenly, not one, not two, but three hot dogs slipped out of my pussy! We were standing, looking in a window, when he told me to bend over. When I did, the damned things slipped right out!
Between the bending over, and the fact that my pussy was slimy, and getting wetter by te moment, the hot dogs practically SHOT out of me! I had to clench my cunt and ass muscles SO hard, to keep the rest in!
He told me to pick them up off the dirty concrete sidewalk, and eat them, right there!
OMG!! I was so embarrassed! There were like 10 people in the area, and they saw the dogs pop out! I would have loved to know what was going through their minds when it happened!

Of course, I picked them up, and stuffed them in my mouth as quick as i could, and swallowed them down!
After that, he shuffled me back to the truck, where the mexican was waiting, we climbed in and went home. Master wrapped the remaining dogs from my holes, in plastic wrap, and that's all I've been eating now!
Yesterday, Master didn't take me to His factory. Instead, he tied my hands above my head, and secured them from a hook overhead. He put a spreader bar on my ankles, and shoved an old, NASTY, used, pair of His underwear in my mouth, and duct-taped it securely. He then took a bunch of cotton balls, soaked them in "poppers", and shoved them up my nose, then proceeded to shovea Hitachi wand up my cunt, and a large plug up my ass. Again, duct tape to hold them in. (Do you have ANY idea how much duct tape HURTS when it's RIPPED off a shaved bare cunt??? OMG! Talk about blinding pain!)
Within seconds I was floating from the poppers, orgasming non-stop from the Hitachi wand, and that's when he attached clamps, with chains attached, to my nipples, and attached the chains to a rope going to the ceiling, so my tits were pulled up, HARD!
I screamed! Who wouldn't???
I figured that was pretty much that... I forgot some of the things He'd promised to do to me!
He started out, by slapping the underside of my tits. OW!!!!!!!! Those are the area that don't get much use, so they were sensitive!!! He slapped my tits all over, not just the bottoms, but the tops, the sides, etc.. He squeezed, HARD, He bit, He chewed, and then, he took off his belt, and hit them with it!!!
OMG!!! The pain!!!!
He then told me "I'm not done yet, cunt!"
Oh shit.. that was a scary thing to hear!
He pulled out a set of 2 foot long skewers!!!
He proceeded to push the skewers through both breasts, side-to-side, TWICE, then pushed a couple through, from top to bottom!
I passed out at that point.

I woke up later, no idea how much time passed, and He didn't tell me.
I now had 8 skewers through various parts of my breasts, and He had removed the clamps from my nipples, which only hurt more!

He pierced my nipples!!!
With a god-damned set of knitting needles!!!!!
(on the plus side, I've got a BEAUTIFUL set of rings in my nips now! Solid gold, with one engraved "slut", and the other engraved "whore"!)
Again, I'm screaming!
I'm also having some of my strongest orgasms!!
He put some HEAVY weights on the skewers, really stretching my tit-flesh, and really pulling those skewers down..More screaming...More pain...
He wasn't done yet...

He pushed a skewer through my clit!!!
I passed out again, from the pain...

When I woke up, with him throwing ice water on my face and chest, and I was awake, alert, and aware of what was going on, he pulled out all the skewers.
I had blood dried, and some fresh, dripping from my tits and my clit.
He untied me, then led me to His bed, where he re-tied me, spread eagled, and proceeded to pt some balm or something on all the holes he made. My nipples, after he cleaned them, he put in my two new nipple rings. They were heavier than they looked, but they feel nice now!
He put antiseptic on all the other holes, before covering them with bandages.
I'm told that,after I leave, I'll have to clean them a few times a day.
He didn't put a rng, or any other kind of piercing in my clit, but I'm thinking, now, of having it done...

Master says he's almost done with me, for now.. He MAY release me soon.

But for now, he's ordered me to sit at the computer and write this.
I've got huge plugs in my cunt and asshole, and my ass is bright red, and black and blue, from the beating he gave it earlier, and right before he told me to write this. It hurts like hell to sit!

BTW, Master has taken my van to a dealership, to have it tuned up, and to do any repairs that need doing.
He's also having 4 new tires put on, and a new spare.

I've got to go now, as He's been standing behind me while I wrote this, and He's been jerking off the whole time.
He says that he's going to fuck me now, WITH the plugs in!

Bye for now,
Gina

How I spent my Christmas...

I hooked up with a guy from the 'net a few days before Christmas, and he told me he had a bunch of Black men that needed a slut for Christmas, so I agreed to meet up with him, as I was only an hour away, and drove over Christmas morning, about 7am.
When I got there, it turned out to be a good-sized house, with no neighbors for at least a half-mile on either side.
He met me at the door, naked, and when I entered, I saw about 5 other Black men, also naked, so started stripping right away. Within seconds, I was naked, and on my knees, a Black cock in each hand, and one in my throat, while another one was ramming into my cunt!
Now, normally, I would be loving this, but this was within a minute of me walking in, and my pussy was still pretty dry! He had a nice thick cock though, so I was soaking wet within a minute of him entering me, and I was taking it like a champ!

For the next two hours, I didn't leave that position, and more guys started showing up!
By the end of two hours, I had cum in every hole, cum in my hair, all over my face, and tits, cum on my back and ass, and dripping from my cunt and ass, down my thighs.

They let me rest for about a half hour, then one of the guys grabbed my hair, and yanked me to a sitting position, and just shoved his cock down my throat, using my hair to control my head. He didn't last long, and when he came, he pulled out, and shot all over my face.

It went like that for the next 18 or so hours, with me taking Black cocks in every hole,and cum filling my holes, and coating most of my body.

A few times, I was dragged into the shower, and pissed on, and I even had guys pissing in my cunt and ass a few times each!

We oly stopped fucking long enough to eat, use the bathroom, and take short naps.. I think my longest nap was about 2 hours, and when I woke up, my pussy and ass were filled with cum, which wasn't there when I laid down to rest!

And it wasn't just fucking and sucking, either!
A few of these guys could kiss like pros!
At one point, it was me on the couch, with a Big Black Man on either side of me, taking turns kissing me deeply,while they played with my tits. One guy kept coming over, and eating my pussy and ass for a while, till his tongue got tired, then he'd just walk away, coming back in 10 minutes or so.
Between him licking my holes, and the guys kissing me, and playing with my tits, I was going nuts, with the need to cum!
The guy who kept licking my holes saw this, and all of a sudden, I'm feeling his hand working it's way into my pussy!
He fisted me good, hard, and long for the better part of an hour, making me orgasm over and over, till I had to beg him to stop, as my cunt was sore, swollen, and too tender to even touch!

At several points during the day and night, I got up, and made breakfast, lunch, and dinner for these guys, finding the fridge and cabinets well stocked with all the fixings for a holiday feast!

I even found a turkey that was all set-up, and ready to go into the oven, so I loaded this HUGE bird into the oven in the afternoon, and went back to pleasing all those hot Black Men!

I won't lie, and tell you that they were all handsome, as, out of what turned out to be a group of 15 guys, maybe 4, were what I would consider "handsome", and only 1, was a total GOD! he stood about 6'4, looked like a bodybuilder, with a genuine six-pack abs, the nicest, tightest little ass on himbig, suckable nipples, perfect nose, just slightly pointed, not too wide, lips that I could kiss for hours at a time, and eyes that made my pussy get wet, and my knees get weak anytime he'd smile at me! And it was really cute, how this hunk of a man, with a body that most men would kill for, and a face that would make most women melt, was actually SHY!!!!
His cock was something to write home about too! Thick as a can, and a good 9 inches, with a WICKED curve, that went upward, and to the left! This man hit spots in me that haven't been hit in the LONGEST TIME!!!
Oh, and did I mention that he was uncut??? OMFG!!! I'd peel back his foreskin, and his dick smelled and tasted so sweet!!!
And his cum was incredible! It tastes salty, no real bleach-y smell or taste to it, and pretty sweet! And he was shooting some pretty big loads each time!
His balls! OMG! His balls hang down at least 4 inches lower than most, and each one is distinct! Each one is a wonder in itself1 HUGE, first off, and so beautifully round! Most guys' balls are kind egg-shaped, but his seem to be perfectly round!
A couple of the guys were downright UGLY! I mean, if it weren't for the fact that it was a group thing, and I was being constantly pounded by Black Cock, I might have turned these guys down!
I mean, one of these guys was SO ugly, I couldn't even look at him while he was fucking me! (I found out, as I was leaving, that he was one of the homeless from the area. The Host of the party picked him up, bought him home, had him shower, shave, and gave him some good clothes, but unfortunatly, he couldn't do anything about his looks. Poor guy had most of his teeth missing, his nose had obviously been broken at one point, and he was just generally ugly.. and god didn't gift him in the cock department either! You'd think that,as ugly as he was, god would have given him SOMETHING to be proud of, but not that I could see! His dick was the shortest, and thinnest of the bunch, at maybe 4 inches, and just a little thicker than my thumb!
I almost laughed when I saw it, but comparing it to the others, I coudn't help myself. I took pity on him, and gave him my best blowjob, ate his ass like it was made of chocolate and honey, and found that this man could KISS!!!
And let me tell you something! He ate my pussy lke nobody's business!
He even chewed on my clit, and my nipples, and, due to his lack of teeth, he was able to REALLY gnaw on my nips and clit, HARD, and all I felt was a smooth, even, pressure on my bits! it felt fantastic!
I just had to keep my eyes closed when he was facing me!

At the end, when we were all done, I went home with mr "six pack abs", and just woke up a little while ago, and wanted to post it while it was still fresh in my mind.
I woke up with his beautiful dick still buried in my ass!

So I'm sitting here, nice and relaxed, his cum in my pussy and ass, and I can still taste him in my mouth, so I'm going back to bed with this handsome hunk, and see if I can go back to sleep with his cock in my mouth. Yum! It's one of my favorite things to do, when relaxing, to suck and lick gently, on a soft, resting cock, licking my ass-juices off it, when I fade off into sleepy-time!

I think I'm going to stick around here for a few days, if he'll let me..
Gina

How I keep myself awake during those long drive-times...

I'm bored. and I'm horny.. which is no surprise, to anyone that reads my blog...

I get so bored driving on highways, to the point that I sometimes get "tunnel vision", where all I see, is the strip of highway ahead of me.. but it kind of sways, and I have to keep shaking my head, to keep it clear, so I don't have an accident.

I've tried blasting the music, rolling down all the windows, to the point that, sometimes, it get's so cold that my nipples are painfull hard, and not in a good way, and I'm shaking from the cold.. when I get that way, I just say "fuck it", and pull over somewhere,and take a nap.

But two days ago, I stopped in Home Depot, or as some in the BDSM community call it, "Dom Depot" (LOL!)

I was looking around for a hose-clamp (one of my radiator hoses tends to come loose, so it was time to change the clamp), when I started getting some NASTY ideas!

I remembered the way those mechanics had used oil-filter wrenches on my tits in the past, and how much I loved the feeling, so I decided to see what I could come up with, that might be similar, without spending a small fortune.

In the end, here's what I wound up with:

I use this one, when I REALLY have to wake up, QUICK! I pull my tits out of my top (or just remove my top altogether),and open it wide, position it over my nipple, and just let it SNAP! closed, right on my nipple! (Mind you, I found I have GOT to pull over before I do this! I tried ONCE, to do this while driving, and almost drove off the road!) I do one nipple, and start driving, and after mile or two, I pull over, and do the other nipple!

At this point, I'm screaming, and cursing, but I'm wide awake!! (I've also got a soaking wet pussy by this time! LOL!)

This will keep me awake for a good half hour or so, before it's TOO painfull.. but I'm working on taking it for longer periods..

My next toy, (I bought two of these!), I use to clamp onto my tit-flesh.. these work REALLY well, and they can really compress my big fat tits into some strange shapes!

The pain/pleasure quotient on these is really great, because I get that great rush of endorphins from the pain, which keeps me awake, while the pleasure starts to really build up!

I keep these on for the better part of an hour, tightening them occasionally.

Next, and I think, my favorite, are these awesome hose clamps I found!

They're really huge, just right for my breasts!

I open them up wide, slide my breasts through them, (one for each tit) and start to tighten them.

Once they get GOOD and tight, that's when the fun begins!

They have these notches in them, for the screw threads to grip, to close and open them, and when they start to get tight, they really dig into the skin nicely!

If I'm not careful ( or I'm feeling particularly masochistic at that moment), they pinch my tits very painfully!!!

I've been keeping thse on for hours at a time, sometimes loosening them, sometimes tightening them, and the nice part is, I can wear them under a t-shirt, and no one notices them! And they really lift my tits up nicely!

Then, there's my last toy! I've seen these in bondage supply sites/catalogs, but had no idea home depot sold these!! They're great for nipple clamping! They're easy to put on, but after 15 minutes or so, not so easy to get off!

BTW... the clamps that are pictured here, also work WONDERFULLY on my pussy-lips!!! LOL!

I took a couple of my mini-vibes, pushed them up my pussy, and used the most severe clamp, to keep my pussy closed!

WOW!!! What a feeling!

Till later,

Gina

PS.. can anyone tell me why I keep having to go in, and remove so many blank lines from my posts? I know you guys don't see them, but I do, while I'm writing, and have to keep gong back, and hitting delete, to get rid of them!

Been away for a while... here's why!

It's been, what? 5 months or so, since I posted last?

I know SOME people have been wondering why.... Well, here goes...

First off, I got lost in wanderlust.. I just kept driving, as long as I could, not staying in any one town, or area, more than a couple of days.

2) My laptop crashed.. or rather, it crashed off a table! Some kid, about 6 or so, I guess, came by, and just swept my laptop, and other things I had on a picnic table, right off the table!!

Little fucking spoiled brat!!!! Her father came over immediately, apologized for his daughter being such a bitch, and insisted on having my laptop repaired..

I explained I would only be in the area a couple of days, but he insisted that the laptop would take more than a week to get fixed. He told me that it was either wait around to get it fixed, or leave with a broken laptop. He couldn't afford a replacement for me.

SO... I stayed around for 4 days, till it was fixed... got to know him a little better, and in the process, for to give his daughter a good spanking! THAT WAS FUN!!

She was a lot nicer to me after that... almost TOO nice.. I think the little bitch enjoyed being spanked! (Her mother had left them a year before, I was told, later)

I got my laptop back, as well as a warm house to sleep in, some DAMNED FINE cooking, and on the night that I was going to leave, I got a pretty good fucking, as well! (I had to initiate it though.. this guy was just TOO nice... )

I might return to him someday... when I'm ready to settle down for a while... who knows?


3) When I got the laptop back, for some reason, I really didn't want to use it.. I got used to being without it for 4 days, and didn't really miss it much...

4)Crossed the Border back into the US in Minnesota, in a little town called
"St Vincent"..

It's a quiet little town.. kinda dead, but it had it's cute qualities to it..
From there, I just started driving again, aimlessly..
To be honest, I stopped keeping track of most of the places I visited..
At one point, I went at least a month with no sex.. not even masturbation! Damned if I know how I did it... I think that, for a while I was slipping in, and out of a case of depression.. I didn't really feel "depressed", per se, but I really had no interest in anything, just driving kind of aimlessly.. sure, I found some nice spots, and was really relaxing for a while, but no real passion for anything.
I know that, for a period of about 2 weeks, I was snapping at people for the littlest, tiny, irritating things!
I mean, I came out of a supermarket, and saw some woman parked literally 10 feet from one of those corrals for shopping carts, and she was too damned lazy to push the cart in! I mean, she just left the cart at the opening of the corral, and I went off!

I was like "Jesus Christ, lady!! How fucking lazy can you be, that you can't push the god damned cart back into the corral????" The look on her face was priceless! She looked shocked, ashamed, confused, and embarrassed, all at once! I think she was ready to piss herself at one point!

I was like "Well, go put the damned cart away, you lazy bitch!!" At that, she kinda snapped out of it, pushed the cart into the corral, making sure it was in line with the others, and even put another cart that was off to the side, back into the corral!!!
I walked away feeling SO much better! A few people even applauded!!

Another time, I went off on this guy for not using his turn signal, before turning into a convenience store.. Again, I just snapped! I walked up to this guy as he was coming out of the store, and asked him "Excuse me, but I think your turn-signal is broken" He looked confused for a minute, and was stupid enough to ask "Really? How do you know?" I looked him right in the eye, and said "Well, I didn't see your turn signal when you cut me off, to come in here, so, it's either broken, of you're TOO FUCKING LAZY TO USE IT!!"

Again, that priceless look! Mostly fear, I think...(Evil grin)

He hopped in his car and took off like a shot!! But he used his turn signal that time! LOL!

I continued driving for months, before I finally got the urge to use the laptop.I was taking little jobs, for a day or two, filling in as a seamstress, pumping gas, doing clerical work, all sorts of stuff.. every town I'd visit, I'd check the local papers for temp work, just enough work to make gas money, and for food, work a day or two, get paid, then move on.

I even worked 3 days in a strip club as a dancer! (Granted, I'm not a GOOD dancer, but they loved my tits, and my hips, so I made about 400 bucks in those 3 days)

I finally stopped in Deadwood, South Dakota, for a week, and thought I might try my hand at hooking again... the first night, after an hour on the streets, LOOKING like a cheap whore, the local cops pulled up to me, said "You must be new here!" I asked why, and they said that I must be, otherwise, I wouldn't be trying to turn tricks in that part of town!THAT explains why I was the only hooker in the area, and I was getting no dates!

I figured, at that point, they knew what I was up to, so I just said to hell with it, went to a bar, and got stinking drunk. Wound up back in the van, passed out for a few hours, then woke up, found a place with wi-fi I could tap into, and checked craigslist personals, for the area.

Hooked up with a guy that wanted a simple "pump and dump", so I contacted him, and that night, met him in a cheap motel, blew him till he was hard, then he fucked me for about 15 minutes, came, and paid me 150 bucks, and left.

Nothing after that, so I hit the casino that night, won 200 bucks playing poker, and left town. Again, I drove, for weeks, again, doing the "temp" thing, until I wound up at a church, of all places! I was just driving around this little town, windows open, tired, trying to stay awake, when I heard the most beautiful sound coming from a cute little church!I went in, sat at the back, and just listened to the choir sing.. I couldn't explain it then, ad can't explain it now, but I suddenly felt full of energy, and better than I had in a year!

(Now, before you guys go "Oh shit.. she's found religion!" It's not like that...I still can't explain it, but I just felt BETTER!!)

I hung around for the rest of the service, then left afterwards, and just sat in the local park, watching people walk around...I felt more at peace with myself than I have in a long, long time!

I wound up staying in town for a week, a longer period of time than I've stayed anywhere, in months! I wound up volunteering at a local charity function, and met a Black Man there, who I wound up spending a few days with.

We talked, and I gave him the "g" rated version of my travels, and my life, and he claimed he understood about "Wanderlust".. He had gone through the same thing, after his wife died a few years ago, and had wound up here, and made a life for himself here.

Yes, in case you're wondering, we DID hook up!! He was in his mid 50's, and was a fantastic lover! Not just a "good fuck", like so many others, but he was gentle, passionate, tender, and caring! It was great sex, in, and of, itself, and I enjoyed the hell out of it, but it wasn't enough to make me consider staying any longer.. After a week in that town, I finally told him I had to go,, time to move on.. He kissed me goodbye, gently, telling me he understood, and gave me a great big hug, telling me that I always had a place here, if I wanted it..

I got back in the van, and left him.. I was almost sorry to be going...

Hooked up with another guy through craigslist, who said he wanted a true slut, to use, and abuse, and share with others. I emailed him, and we got together. After we felt each other out, we felt each other up, then the fun started!

He tied me up, hogtied, and beat my ass, tits, and pussy, till I was screaming in pain, and pleasure, then fucked all 3 holes, cumming in each, and spraying my face with cum! He left me tied like that for a few hours, and came back with 4 other guys, who took turns fucking me, slapping my face, tits, ass, and cunt, pissed on me, spit on me, called me a dirty fucking whore, and making me cum so hard my eyes crossed, and I passed out a few times!

This guy used me for 4 days, in his house, in his yard, he took me to adult theaters and bars, and let friends, and total strangers use my body for their pleasure, not ONCE asking me if I was ok with it! (Well, if I wasn't, I sure would have told him! LOL!)

When I finally left him, I had cum dried all over my body, cum dripping out of my pussy and ass, and I stunk of cum, piss, and pussy!

I drove like that for a week, only stopping for gas, and food (drive-thru's are wonderful!)and a place to piss. The whole time I was driving, I had a buttplug, or a dildo in my ass and cunt, no panties, and just the tiniest skirt and blouse, so I could easily reach down and play with myself while I drove.

After a week, I pulled into a truck-stop, got a shower, changed my clothes, and sat down to the first REAL meal, I'd had in two weeks!

After I was satisfied, I got up, went to the bar, had a few drinks (A few too many, actually), and caught the eye of a trucker coming out of the bathroom.. I winked at him, and went into the MEN'S room, with him following right behind! I gave him a nice blowjob, and he gave me 20 bucks!

After that, I remembered something I read about hookers working truk stops, so went out to the van, got on a wifi connection, and started reading about "lot lizards"... Within the hour, I was dressed like a cheap slut, and walking around the lots, smiling and winking at the truckers, andstarted getting dates! I spent at least 12 hours working that lot, giving blowjobs, and fucks to a bunch of guys, and seeing some really NICE truck cabs!

I only had one bad experience, and that was when I agreed to give a blowjob to this grizzled old guy, who looked like he hadn't shaved in years, and smelt like he hadn't seen soap in years, either! His dick wasn't smelling to great either, but physically, it looked fine, so I mentally blocked out the smell, and gave him my usual, world-class (if I do say so myself) head. He came within minutes, and paid me 50 bucks (I would have charged him only twenty, but he really looked bad, and I thought that would make him change his mind... NOPE!)

Afterwards, I figured that was it for me, so i went back, got another hot shower, gassed up, and got the fuck out of there!

I drove for a couple more days, until I got into Chicago Illinois, and my van seemed to know exactly where to go, to the seediest part of town!

I wound up in some Black bar, and was downing shots of Jack Daniel's like they were cool-aid, and flirting with some real sexy Black Men. I wound up, again, in one of the places I've come to know SO well, the Men's Room... Again, as before, I was on my knees, sucking any cock that got put in my face, being pissed on, slapped, spit on, and occasionally fucked!

When I left, hours later, I was still drunk off my ass (guys kept bringing back shots of Jack for me) and stumbled into the alley to throw up.. weird feeling.. I've never been so drunk before, that I threw up! It must have been acombination of all that Jack, plus all the cum and piss I'd swallowed, because when I threw up, it came out smooth, almost clear! No chunks! When I was done puking my guts out, I stumbled back to the van, and passed out for god-knows-how-long, and when I woke up, and realized where I was, I cleaned myself of as best I could with mouthwash, and wetnaps, and figured I'd better fight my hangover with more Jack Daniel's..

So I went back into the bar, it was early evening, and started drinking again, and again, wound up in the Men's Room!

This time though, I was in the mood for getting my ass fucked, so I told the guys that I was on my period, and that they could have my ass..

I took at least 10 different Black cocks in my ass that night, each of them cumming in my ass, and I licked each one clean afterwards!

yes, I still wound up sucking dick, drinking piss, and getting pissed on, but I didn't drink that much, so when I felt I had had enough, I got up, left, got into the van, and got out of town.

I drove for two days straight, after I had managed to score some meth.. After the meth wore off, I HAD to get a motel room, as I was coming down HARD...

I paid for two days, and slept most of those days.

Drove more... and more, and more, and more...

Met a few cute guys along the way, met some hard-dicked studs, and we used each other, then parted, and I met a few girls that I had some fun with..

Then I was driving again....

Very few "memorable" encounters, other than those I've mentioned...

Called my girls last night... the two oldest are pregnant by Black guys, and the youngest is going steady with an older Black Man.

Ex-Husband is drinking heavily, lost his job, and is looking for work, but the girls say it dosen't look so good there...

Perhaps I should come back home for a while.....We'll See...

Mom and Dad are doing good... Dad found a couple of Black men for Mom to fuck on a regular basis, so she doesn't have to go out to the bars as often (though she still goes at least once or twice a week), so Mom is home more often, keeping house, and Dad says he's hasn't seen her this happy and productive in years! She's getting fucked by Black Cocks at least once a day, every day, and STILL hits the Black bars at least once a week!

I SWEAR! Mom just get's sluttier, as she gets older!

Mom tells me that Dad's got the wife of one on the Black guys, on the side, and he's fucking her 3-4 times a week.. Mom say's that the woman is in her 40's, and that she thinks Dad intends on getting her pregnant....If it's true, I hope Daddy succeeds!

Well, that's it for now... here's a few pics I found, that I liked, that you might enjoy...

Been a week...

I went back to the "kink-friendly" Doctor, finally, and decided to go for it!

It's been a week without sex, of ANY kind, and not only am *I* antsy to get used again, but the old folks I care for, miss the attention!

By the way, one of my blog readers asked if my doctor friend is white or black...

He's actually sort of white.. he's Eskimo.

Now, as I was saying...

I called the doctor, and told him I was up for trying his "kink", so we arranged that I would be at his office/home last night, at midnight, and that I would be His, for at least 8 hours.

I showed up at midnight, as requested, and he took me to his exam room, turned the lights on BRIGHT, and strapped me into a "birthing chair" (See Pic)...

He proceeded to strap my feet and legs to the chair, and pulled my hands behind the chair, and bound my wrists together.

He ran a thick strap across my belly, one below, and above my tits, one across my throat (Did I mention that I love being choked? It makes me cum SO hard!!), and one across my forhead, essentially rendering me totally immobile!

I was a bit nervous, but after I answered yes to his question of "Do you trust me?", he injected me with some HEAVY muscle relaxers, and then, while I watched, he gave me what he called a "Booty Bump", in that, he squirted inside my cunt and asshole, a mixture of Crystal Meth, water, and Blue Agave Tequila.

I felt a burning in my cunt and ass, while he placed alligator clamps (BRUTAL ONES!) on each nipple, and padded clamps on four spots on each of my cuntlips, and stretched my cunt wide open. He also placed a Hitachi Magic Wand directly on my clit, so, while my holes were still burning, I was feeling enough pleasure that I no longer cared... not about the burning in my cunt, nor in my asshole, not the teeth of the clamps biting into my nipples, not the feeling of my cunt-lips being stretched wide apart, my cunt being pulled open. NOTHING...

Within a short amount of time, I'm not sure how long, the drugs began to kick in, and my whole body, at the same time, relaxed, yet tensed up, and I became 20 kinds of horny!!

It was at this point, that i noticed him wheeling over a cart, LOADED with some of the largest dildoes I had ever seen!

One by one, he greased them up, using what I found out this afternoon, was a mixture of Crisco, Icy Hot, and a desenstizing agent.

He grabbed a VERY large one, larger than I have ever taken before, and slid it right into my wet cunt, to the hilt. I screamed at the sudden pain/pleasure I was feeling, being so suddenly stretched beyond anything I'd ever taken before, and yet, I wanted MORE!!

He either knew me better than I knew myself, or, most likely, he was a Master at his Art.

He next slid, or rather, he SHOVED a HUGE buttplug into my relaxed, and somewhat gaping, asshole!

I came on the spot!

For the next 12 hours, he proceeded to shove 4, even 5 large dildoes into my cunt, and just as many into my ass!

He kept me wired from the Meth, and constantly horny!

At the end of 12 hours, around noon today, I was in this position:

1) still strapped in as in the beginning.

2) 3 HUMONGOUSLY HUGE dildoes, the likes of which I had never seen before, stretching my cunt to the point that I felt muscles tearing in my cunt, and a slight trickle of blood seeping out.

3) my ass had a 3 foot long, monster-thick cock in it, to the root, while a 6 inch long, but still incredibly thick, dildo, was wedged alongside it.

4) his cock, which was rather short, and thin, was being rammed into my mouth, just barely tickling my tonsils, while I sucked like a person starving for the juice only a cock can provide.

5) my tits tightly bound, for hours, previous, so that they were purple, and covered with black and blue marks, from his hands, and his belt, slapping them.

When He finally removed the toys, the clamps, and the bonds that were securing me to the table, I just layed there, exhausted, and drooling,cum dripping off my face, and my holes gaping open, looking like a woman who had just pulled a train on, literally, A TRAIN! LOL!

He lifted me from the birthing chair, and set me in a nearby birthing pool, filled with very hot water. I screamed from the sudden shock of the water temp, but quickly sank down into it, feeling that hot water filling my cunt and ass, soothing me, inside and out, for the next hour.

When the doc finally helped me out of the water, my holes gushed out all that water, and lube, and god knows what else!

he helped me to a bed, and we both lay there, naked, relaxing, and then he did something I wasn't expecting.. he slid his tiny little dick into my gaping cunt!

I could feel it, just barely, and it was the wierdest feeling, after being stretched out so much!

All the time, he was saying how incredible my cunt felt.. so open, wet still, and that my pussy walls felt so hot, and so smooth!

He fucked me like that for about 2 minutes, before shooting his cum into my pussy. I could feel it, almost immediately, dripping out.. it felt SO NASTY! I loved it!

I fell asleep soon afterward, and slept for a good 8 hours or so.

When I woke up, I was convinced that I had dreamt it, until I put my hands down into my cunt. It was smaller, but it was still gaping open.. I then felt my asshole- Same thing.. Surprisingly though, my holes weren't sore in the least! but he tells me that I'll feel it for the next few days...

I'm sitting here right now, with my cunt lips still open, and with the Hitachi Wand wedged between my cunt-lips, buzzing gently away, and a medium-sized buttplug in my ass.. I'm wearing a tight pair of panties, not that I want to, but I quickly found out, that as soon as I get up from my seat, if I'm not wearing panties, the buttplug will slip right out!

I'm not going ANYWHERE for the next day or so, if I can help it! LOL!

I loved this experience, but I don't know how often I'll want to repeat it... Doc tells me that, if I do it TOO often, my muscles will be history, and my cunt and ass will never close up completely again.

Now, thinking about it, while typing this out, I have this sudden URGE to find the thickest cock I can, and have him slam it into my stretched out holes! I want to see how it feels, to have my cunt feel loose, and well-used, even when I'm stuffed with a nice fat REAL cock!

I'm afraid, however, that if I do that, word will get out quick, and no man will want to fuck me!

So.. I guess it's little vibes, and skinny dildoes for the next few days, I guess...

Talked to my DR friend..

I talked to the "kink-Friendly" doctor, that I mentioned in my last post, and he said that it's perfectly normal for a slut to get tired of sex all the time.
He says that, like any vice, be it drinking, eating ice cream, or eating anything, too much, too often, a person is bound to get tired of it after a while, and need a break...
So I'm going to take a break from multiple cocks down my throat, in my pussy, and up my ass, multiple times a day...
I told my dr friend that, and he said that it might be just the break I needed...
BUT.. if I decide I want to try something a little different, to call him.

I asked "Something Different"? Such as what?
He then confessed that he had a "thing" about stuffing large toys in women's holes.. that he loved to fuck them with dildoes, and buttplugs, and such... sometimes even vegetables, or other items.

I told him that I've played with toys before, but that it's been some time, since anyone used them on me, other than the occasional vibrator on my clit.
He said that he loves to go a LOT farther than just simple vibes, but that, to find out more, I'd have to come to his place, and submit to him.
I told him that I'd think about it.
He told me that it wouldn't be like I was having sex...
It would be more like, I was just being used as a receptacle for the toys.
I answered back, that a lot of my sex is like that.. I'm just a set of holes for guys to stick their dicks in, and cum.. That I actually preferred it that way.
Again, I told him I'd think about it...

It's been two days, with NO SEX at all, not even my fingers, and I find myself thinking of him, and his offer, more and more...

We'll see...

What I've been up to lately...

First off, let me apologize for taking so long to post!
It's been, what 3 or 4 months? OMG! I need a GOOD beating for that! LOL!!!

I've decided to stay up here in Alaska, for a while longer, at least..
It's beautiful here, and warming up!

I'm still working at the convalescent home, still getting the old guys off, and some of the old women, as well!
I've even started to take care of the occasional doctor, orderly, and a couple of the nurses!
they don't seem to understand though, that most of the time, I'm not looking for them to take care of my sexual needs...
I don't entirely understand it myself, but so many times, when I'm sucking their cocks, and eating their pussies, I am just SO into it, that I don't even think about wanting my pussy pleasured! I'm just enjoying using my mouth on them too much to even THINK about having them pleasure me! A lot of times, I won't even touch myself, until much later, when I'm relaxing, reading to one of the patients, whi is usually nodding off, when I'll find that my hand has strayed down to my pussy!

I've been getting plenty of dick though... But when I'm on shift duty, it's usually only old man cock...
When I get off, I might top off for a bite to eat, but usually, I have something cooking in a crockpot, so I get something to eat at home...

Once I'm showered, and relaxed a bit, I'll usually place a call or 4, and start inviting guys over..
They never fail to get me off, and I never fail to get THEM off!

After a few hours of fun, they leave, and I just lay there, dripping cum from my pussy and ass, still tasting the cum that they've shot in my mouth, or licking the cum from around my lips, and rubbing the cum that they've shot on my tits, while I read a book, or watch a movie...
Then I nod off for a few hours, get up, shower, grab a bite to eat, and watch a little more tv, or, if I'm still horny, I might call a guy or two over for some more fun....
I love to start my day, by getting some nice, thick, Black cock in my cunt, before I have to get ready for work! I love the feel of that cum slowly leaking out of my pussy, and into my panties, while I'm at work!

I'm really starting to get worn out though...maybe it's all the meth I've been doing the last 2 years, or maybe I'm just finally getting "fucked out".... I met a really cute, kink-friendly doctor here, that knows what a slut I am, and doesn'tget offended when I ask him sexual questions, so I think I'll ask him if my waning desire to get fucked, is normal...

Maybe I just need a rest, or maybe it's time to be moving on again... Been here a while, and now have a few grand saved up, so I an afford to start driving aimlessly again...I think the travel time, between towns, is what was giving me a "recharge" period.. time to relax, and give my holes a break....clear my mind..

We'll see.....

How the New Year's Eve party Went!

Well, First off, let me apologize for the 3 week delay in following up this post!
I've been busy!
I got a job in a convalescent center, and I've been having fun on my job!
But that will be a post for a later time...

Now, about New Year's Eve...
I got to the cabin about 6pm, and started getting everything ready, including my special dish, a sweet and sour sauerkraut, with polish kielbasa. I started that the night before at some guys house, and transferred it to a crock pot for the party.. tastes fantastic, but it has to cook for HOURS, and sit in the crock pot for over 12 hours! Geesh!

Got everything set up, and tried to decide what to wear... (what the hell *DO* you wear for a new year's eve gangbang??)
Just decided to go with some black, seamed stockings, 6 inch stiletto heels, black garter belt, and no bra, no panties.. I made my face up really heavy, looking VERY whorish, went and unlocked the door, and sat back on the bed, just watching my favorite porn.. Ava Devine, taking toys, fucking machines, white guys, Black guys, women, and everything else she does! She always gets me wet!

I was alone till 9pm, when the first guy showed up.. Average looking guy, Black, of course (as all the men were!) and I started off by answering the door, just as I was, not bothering to cover up at all..
I kissed him in the doorway, in full view of anyone passing by (but no one was passing by, damnit! This place was on the outskirts of town, and the cabin had no neighbors nearby), and ushered him in from the cold.. (Did I mention that there was 2 feet of snow, and it was still coming down?)
I helped him undress, and within a minute, he was naked, and I was on my knees, with a small, 6 inch Black cock in my mouth. I decided i was going to take my time with this one, as I didn't know how long it would be till the next guy came by.
I took my time licking his cock from his balls to his tip, all around, up and down, sucking along his shaft, just enjoying the taste of his Black shaft, I even ate his ass for a while, sticking my tongue deep up his musky, tasty asshole. I didn't let him cum yet, as it was too early, so just moved up, and started kissing him for a while, enjoying his hands on my tits, playing with my nipples, and loving the way his thick lips felt in my mouth! This guy had a great tongue, and not just for kissing, either! He really knew how to eat pussy and ass!
After about 45 minutes of this, I couldn't wait anymore, and asked him how he wanted me?
He had me on all fours, facing the door, and started giving me a nice, slow fucking, just right for getting my pussy nice and wet, and ready for more!
he fucked me for about 15 minutes before he started to pound my cunt harder, pulling all the way out, before going all the way back in.. Just as he was getting ready to cum in my pussy, somebody knocked on the door!
I just yelled out COME IN, IT'S OPEN!!, and in walked, NO JOKE, AT LEAST 10 GUYS!
They all stripped down, and within seconds, I've got a cock down my throat, the first guy cumming in my pussy, and a few slapping their cocks on my face, pinching my nipples, grabbing handfuls of tit, and just generally enjoying themselves, while the others were hitting the food and drink!
After the first guy finished off in my cunt, another quickly took his place, and the guy in my mouth pulled out, and shot all over my face!
What a great way to start the party!
I took on a few more, before I needed a break, and got up off the bed, grabbed a bottle of water, smoked a join, and had one of the guys load my ass wit a big booty bump of meth..
I reminded the guys to keep drinking.. water, booze, juices, or whatever their pleasures were, and took a moment to pull the cum off my face with my fingers, and lick them clean.
At this point, more guys started to come in, not even knocking, just coming in, a new guy every minute or so, till I finally counted heads, and came up with 47 guys!
Seems some of the guys brought friends! GREAT!!
I got tossed around the cabin for the next couple of hours, taking cock in my pussy, my mouth and my ass, all bareback, at one point, I had two guys fighting to fuck my ass, and I just told them to BOTH stick their cocks into my ass! It was great! All the previous loads made for a great, slimy lube, that, not only I, but the two guys in my ass, LOVED!
The way they were raving about it, most of the guys wanted to try it! After about 10 guys had done double-anal in me, my ass needed a break, so I suggested that they try a double-pussy penetration, so they did that, while I was on my back, sucking off one guy, while stroking 2 others!
At one point, I was on my hands and knees, one guy underneath me, with his dick in my cunt, and another pushing his alongside the first, and damned if another guy didn't climb OVER them, and ram his big black cock in my ass!
That was it for me! I was cumming all night so far, but this just set me off into a totally mind-numbing, body-shaking orgasm! I think I squirted, AND peed!!
I had guys cumming in every hole, and cumming on my face, my tits, my legs, and all over! I even had cum in my ears,, up my nose, and a group of 4, I think, intentionally aimed right for my eyes!
Some guys even came on my feet, WHILE I still had my heels on!
I wish I had thought to have somebody take pics!
My eyes, hell, my ENTIRE face, was covered in cum so thick, my nose was barely visible, they said!
My tits, oh hell, they were completely covered, which has only happened a couple of times before! That's not an easy thing to do!

At about 11:45, I reminded the guys of what I wanted for Midnight, so I got up, and it was the funniest thing! I WAS SQUISHING AS I WALKED!!
Between the cum in my shoes (weird feeling, but I like it!), the cum dripping from my pussy and ass, down my thighs, and the cum still left in my holes, I was a sight! I was squishing like mad!
A few of the guys were laughing their asses off, and making comments, as I went and got the kiddie pool, and brought it out..
I was going to take everything off but I figured, what the hell, I was already cum-soaked, might as well keep my clothes on!
I climbed into the tub, and by the time I layed down, it was 2 minutes before midnight.
I told the guys to get ready, and at the stroke of midnight, EVERYONE was to start pissing on me!
It was the wildest thing ever, seeing 47 guys trying to crowd around a 6 foot long, by 3 foot wide inflatable pool, trying to push in, to get closer, to get a shot!
I layed back, cleared some of the cum from my eyes, so I could see everything, and i heard the guys counting down..10, 9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1, and on "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" I had piss raining down on me from all sides!
They were hitting every inch of my body, front and back, as I started to roll around in the piss!
As some guys finished pissing, others took their place, and within 5 minutes, there was easily a half-inch of piss in the pool!
There might have been more, who knows? I DO know, however, that at one point, I opened my mouth, and started trying to catch as many streams in my mouth, and on my face, as I could!
I was soaked, head to toe, including my hair!
When they finally stopped pissing, I just got up on my knees, and started sucking the first cock I could wrap my lips around!
This started the guys back up, and in between sucking cock, I told the guys to keep drinking, that my piss bath wasn't over yet!
So here I am, sucking all these gorgeous Black cocks, while every once in a while, someone would start to piss on my face again!
A few of the guys climbed into the pool, grabbed my hips, and lifted them up, and started fucking my pussy and ass again, all the while, somebody would start pissing again!
They tried to get me out of the pool, but I told them no, that I wanted to enjoy this a while longer, as I layed in the pool, reaching down, and spreading my cunt lips open, and making little piss-waves, pushing it into my cum-filled pussy...
Well, that gave one of the guys an idea, and he pulled me back up, ass in the air, and pushed my head into the piss, and told me to drink up!
I thought that was kinky, so I went for it!
Next thing I know, I feel a soft cock in my pussy, and then this wonderful warmth!! He was pissing in my cunt!
Well, that started a new trend, and at least 4 other guys did the same, till piss and cum were just flowing out of my cunt, and into the pool!
That's when I made the next request...
I had one of the guys stand over me, as I was on all fours, and spread my ass-cheeks wide, pulling my asshole open, as guys started aiming for my asshole! I looked back at one point, and there were, what looked like, about 6 guys, all pissing, all aiming for, and hitting, my asshole! I had multiple streams of piss going straight into my ass!
OMFG!! That is an incredible feeling!
I had another group of guys piss in my asshole, then, when everyone was done, somebody found my bag of toys, and pulled out all my butt plugs!
They tried each one of them, about 6 in all, till they got to my biggest one, and forced it into my ass, telling me that I should keep all that piss in for as long as possible!
I was all up for it!

Then they did something that surprised the hell out of me!
A group of the guys picked me up, and carried me outside!!
They took me over to the side of the road, dumped me, unceremoniously, on my face, in a snow bank, and started to cover me in snow!
I started to freak out at this, till one of the guys started pissing on my head, then trailing it down my body! I could feel the snow starting to melt off my back, as more guys joined in, pissing all over me! Enough snow finally melted, till I was able to turn over, and they kept pissing on me!
Thank god they were hitting my tits and pussy, and I felt like I was going to lose my tits and pussy lips to frostbite!!
When they were all done, one guy reached down, and YANKED the plug out of my ass, and all that cum and piss just poured out!
They rubbed snow all over me then picked me up again, and carried me to the cabin, but not before they took a HUGE snowball, and pushed in into my cunt!
OMFG!! That's a RUDE awakening for anyone!
They all laughed at that, and brought me in, layed me back in the pool, and started to piss again, aiming right for my pussy, thank god!
It was mostly just dribbles at this point, but it felt so good!
I noticed, btw, that I drank enough piss, that it was down to just about a 1/4 inch deep...My belly was sloshing around as I walked!

I went in, took a shower, and came out, to find 5 guys standing around the bed, hard Black cocks in hand, and waiting to fuck me again!
Well, who was I to deny them?
I climbed on the bed, and straddled one, while another pushed into my ass, and the other three gathered around my head, pulling me from one cock to another, fucking my throat like madmen!
Again, I loved it!
This went on until about 4 am or so, and by the time we were done, there were Black men passed out all over the cabin, or walking out the door, until there were just two left awake...


These were the two biggest-cocked guys that had shown up. I had asked them to spend the night.. There was a third, but he said that he had to get home to his wife...
I spent the rest of the night, getting fucked, sucking, and napping with these two big-dicked Black men, till the wee hours..
When I woke up, I had a man in my ass, and one in my pussy, both soft, but long enough that they didn't slip completely out..
Its a great way to wake up, let me tell you! All women whould try it as often as possible!
We finally got out of bed, and the guys went for the shower, while I made us all a nice big breakfast!
I still had cum dried, and caked all over my body, including my face and tits, cum still drippng from my ass and pussy, while I served them, and woke up the rest of the guys for breakfast..
After everyone was up, and had eaten, somebody said that he had to piss, so I just climbed back into the pool, and told them to piss on me again!
They all emptied their bladders on me, then they headed out the door, thanking me.
I sucked a few off before they left, and when the last guy was gone, I got up, turned the heat to 80, and climbed intot he piss-pool, and just sloshed around for a while, enjoying the feeling, then got up, and showered, then passed out on the bed for a few hours...

The cabin owner and his wife stopped by later in the day, and said the place smelled like stale piss and sex!
I laughed, and told them I'd have it all cleaned up, and smelling fresh before I left, but before they left, I sent the next two hours getting fucked by the cabin owner and eating his wifes pussy (they were an interractial couple, btw.. He's white, and she's Black), and she ate her husband's cum out of my pussy, while he fucked her.. then I ate her clean, then they left.

I napped again for a few hours, and later in the afternoon, I woke up, and spent the next few hours cleaning, and deodorizing the cabin..
I even went back out in the snow, totally naked, and made a snow angel!

I'm probably going to leave this town in a week or so.. I've been here almost a month, and with my job, I'll have saved up a thousand or so, to keep driving...
More places to see, more men to fuck!
Gina

New Years Eve Gangbang!

Well, I've set something up for tonight...
Starting at 10pm tonight, I'm going to be the slut for a group of Black Men, for a New Years Eve Gang bang!!
The guys have already rented a cabin just outside of town, and with funds they've given me, I've stocked it up with Champagne, assorted liquors, and pary trays with different coldcuts, and assorted foods, and I've started cooking some of my favoite recipes for the guys.

So far, it's pretty much free-form, with one agreed-on exception..
At Midnight, all the guys have agreed to piss on me!!
This should be fun, as there are 30 guys confirmed, with a possible 10 more cumming!

This will be an all-bareback gangbang, no holes-barred, anything goes!
And Ladies, there is NOTHING like getting a group of drunk Black Men together, horny as hell, and telling them that there is NOTHING they can't do to me!

I expect my holes to be filled, and stretched, with cum in every orifice!
The piss thing is just something I added at the last minute, and surprisingly, no one said no!
This should be fun!
Thank god for Walmart! You can find ANYTHING there!
I got a BIG kiddy pool for the main room, and at 11:45 or so, I'm going to bring it out, already inflated, and step into it, and lay down in it, for all to cover me in piss!
Should be fun!

Well, I'm off now, to go get some party treats.. have to get some meth for myself, to keep me going, and I've got a guy coming in for the party, who said he'll be bringing at least a quarter pound of some GOOD weed!
BTW.. one thing I will NOT be getting, is condoms!

let you know later, how it goes!
gina

Something I've been thinking about...

Been doing a lot of thinking lately, especially after talking with *certain* people on Yahoo IM..
This guy has asked me a lot of questions about my daughters.. in particular, my 9 yo daughter...

So, I've been thinking about this:
I've already corrupted my daughters.. most of all, my youngest one..
They've witnessed me having sex with MULTIPLE Black Men.. and when I say multiple, I'm NOT just talking about me fucking different guys, on different days.. I'm talking about her walking in, and seeing, no, scratch that.. WATCHING me taking a big Black Cock in my pussy, my ass, and my mouth, all at the same time!
She's watched me taking on groups of guys, and 1-on-1's with may different Black Men.
Since I left my husband, and left my girls behind (not by my own choice, mind you.. He got a better lawyer than I did, so he got custody of the girls) I've tried to keep in touch with them, via phone calls, email, and occasional video chat, so I've been able to watch them growing up...

Now here's the thing... the youngest, at 9 years old, has, for the last year, been dating a teenaged Black boy... And YES, they've been having sex!
From talking with her, I've learned that she has sucked his dick, let him fuck her pussy AND her asshole, she's sucked him off outside, in her back yard, and at his house, and, not only that, but her boyfriend has had her suck off his friends!
I wouldn't be at all surprised, if she was fucking his friends as well!

So, here's what I've been considering...
If I could take custody of her again, after doing all the travelling I've done, and loving damn near every moment of it, , could I settle down in one place??

I think I could.. if I found a place where I could find LOTS of men! Perhaps a large city??
New York City perhaps? or Chicago?
Thought about Los Angeles, but just get a bad feeling there... San Francisco is a definite possibility!
Perhaps someplace in Canada??

Now.. the reason that I'm considering a big city.. I don't intend on giving up being a Slut!
In fact, My Main Reason for this post is this...
KNOWING that my little girl is already a slut for Black Cock, perhaps, if I got custody of her, I could train her to be the best BLACK COCK SLUT possible!

Think about it... it definitely is do-able!!
We get set up in a place, and I start by making it clear that I will NOT stop her from having sex with Black Men (or ANY men, if she so chooses), but I WILL insist that she be on birth control, and keep her studies up!
I have NO problem with my 9 year old daughter being a slut! What I DO have a problem with, is if it affects her grades!
And yes, before anyone bothers to IM me, have given thought of how sexy she would look, pregnant, at such a young age!
HOWEVER... I want to be realistic... a pregnant preteen would suffer being an outcast, and other problems... Her schoolwork would suffer..
And I want my slut daughter to have a way to support herself, that doesn't involve sex!
True, it SOUNDS like a great way to grow up, but lets face it after so many years of being used, sexually by men, unless she gets REAL lucky, and finds a RICH, cuckhold male to support her, and let her sleep around, sooner or later, she is going to have to be able to pay her own bills!

Now, on the subject of raising her, other than schoolwork..
I'd do everything I could, to teach her how to please a man, anyway that he might want, and even things he might not be aware that he wants!
I'd teach her to deepthroat a really THICK cock, as well as a really LONG cock, (btw.. I find it's easier to deep-throat a long cock, than it is to swallow a thick cock... It's not that hard to relax your throat enough to take length, but thickness, that's another story.. you can't just relax your throat... sooner or later, you're going to find one that stretches not only your mouth, but actually stretches your throat, ore than you could ever think possible!
The ONLY way to train yourself, is to force that cock into your throat, as OFTEN as possible!
And when I say force, I mean, just that! You have to find a guy that you trust enough, to FORCE your mouth down, farther and farther, each time, holding it in your throat, getting your throat used to the stretching, and dealing with the discomfort, and sometimes pain, that accompanies all that cockmeat pushing it's way in, forcing itself deeper into your throat, without causing you to black out from lack of air!
Trust me, I've had this happen a few times.. kinda hot, but scary, when you don't expect it, and don't entirely trust the guy.
But when you trust the guy to pull out, and get you in a position where you can breathe again, it' incredibly erotic! Coming out of it, the only way I can describe it, is like this:
You hear EVERY LITTLE SOUND, all at once, surrounding you, then you start to feel tingles in your feet, your hands, and climbing up your extremities. It's kind of hard to explain, but once you're used to the feelings, it's incredibly hot! At least for me...
I'd start her training by finding the THICKEST cocks I can find, starting with just one guy, and working our way up to multiple cocks, teaching her not only how to deep throat, but to take a really rough face-fucking.. what some (including myself) call "Skull Fucking"
It's one of my favorite things to have done to me, and I want to teach my little girl to enjoy it, as much as I do! To give up that control, to let a man take full control of your mouth and throat, just RAMMING it down your throat, yanking your head side to side, back and forth, up and down, not caring about your pleasure, just using your mouth and throat to make his cock feel good, is such a rush!
I tend to completely lose myself when a guy does this, losing all track of time, or where I am, or what else may be happening at the time!
There have been times that I'm getting seriously skull-fucked, I've often not even noticed that a guy has just rammed his dick up my ass! And when i finally DO realize it, it's like "WOW!! When did that happen??"
Even hotter, is when you DO pass out, and come back out of it, and, while the sounds, and extremitiy feelings are hitting, all at once, you suddenly realize that you've got a huge cock splitting you open, ramming hard into your ass!
THiS is the type of thing I want to pass on to my child!
I'd encourage her to dress any way she wanted, from normal, to totally slutty!!
Actually, I think I'd encourage her to dress like a slut/whore/sex-toy at all times!
I'd encourage her to go for whatever look worked for her, whether it be an innocent-looking schoolgirl, or the nastiest, trashiest, trampiest look she could manage, whatever look would get her the most cock, most often!
I'd encourage her to dress like a slut, even when she's home alone, sleeping, or just relaxing on the couch, on a rainy, lazy day!
I'd encourage her to be an easy fuck, but also teaching her to watch out for those men who, while they may be a good fuck, would otherwise be bad for her.. Those that would try to sponge off of her, to take advantage, financially..
I'd encourage her, owever, to take advantage of any kind of gift men offer her.

I'd also encourage her to be bisexual... to enjoy giving herself to women, men, even animals, if she so chooses!
I'd teach her to enjoy sex anyway, and with anyone, she can get it from!
In essense, to be just like me!
If she chooses to sell her pussy, mouth or ass, fine!
Just so long as she isn't forced into it, or coerced into it...

I believe, if I did this, that my daughter would be a true slut. A girl that enjoys sex, with no hang-ups, no limits, no barriers, to stop her from enjoying it!
I'd also train her to find pleasure in pain.. whether it be from the pain of a big cock splitting open her holes, or the pain of having her nipples really twisted, pinched, pulled, slapped, clamped, or even beaten!
If she chooses to go even more hardcore, like S/M, than that's her choice, and I'll support her in it!

I confess that I'd LOVE to see my little girl in some hardcore porn!
I know, the more I stay out her, fucking strange men, and chatting with even STRANGER men, I'm becoming more perverted.. more twisted...
I mean, MY GOD! What the hell am I thinking/saying??????

I doubt I'll ever get custody of my little girl, or even my older girls.. So maybe that's why I'm thinking this way... KNOWING, deep down, that it's all just fantasy.. that it will never happen..
But I can imagine it...
I imagine my daughter, all of 9 or 10, coming home from school with some strange boy (or better off, some GROWN MAN) in tow, telling me, "Mom, I'm going to take this nice man upstairs and let him fuck me", and I just answer "OK dear, have fun, and don't forget to lick him clean after he's been up your ass!" And the look on the guy's face, as she answers "Yes Mommy" and asks him "Would you like my mommy to fuck you too?"
To see the man leaving, hours later, a satisfied look on his face, and I go upstairs to my little girl's room, to find her on the bed, naked, with the exception of her torn, slutty-looking stockings, cum seping out of her freshly fucked pussy and ass, the sight of cum on her lips, or on her face, looking like she's in a happy little fuck-daze, and telling her that she got a call from one of her school friends, and that she should get cleaned up before he, or she gets here, unless she wants them to see her covered in cum! To hear her tell me that it's ok, the person didn't mind sloppy seconds, or to see her jump up, clean herself up, and get herself all slutted-up all over again, for the next person!

To know that my little girl was entertaining a group of men that were going to use her like a fuck-doll.. that they were going to fuck her in every hole, that she was going to willingly drink their piss and cum, and let them piss all over her!
To know that she was going to suck and fuck the football, or basketball team in the locker room ater a game, or eat the pussies of the cheerleading squad, or, perhaps her gym teacher!
To know that my little girl was being a total woman, enjoying everything possible as far as sex goes.. to deny her nothing, to teach her everything I knew...
TO KNOW THAT MY DAUGHTER IS A SLUT.. AND BE PROUD OF IT!

Alas... it's probably just going to be nothing but a fantasy.. but I can hope, can't I??

Gina
(Wishing I could find pictures of things like this.. things I'd love to see my little girl doing.. Taking multiple Black Cocks, over and over, in every hole...)