I'm back again!

Hey everybody!
I KNOW that some people have been worried about me, or angry, that I've been letting this blog go, not posting, for so long, and for that, I'm sorry, but, to be truthful, I just haven't been in the mood to post.

But, figure that I owe you nice guys and girls an update, so here goes...

I've been with a real nice Black Man, for 15 months, and I have to say, I'm EXTREMELY happy!
I'm getting all the sex I could wish for, from him, his friends, and guys that he brings home, as well as the occasional trips out to adult theaters, Black bars, and other places...

For example... last weekend, he took me to the sleaziest part of town, and before leaving the house, he had me dress, as he put it, like the cheapest, sleaziest, white-trash slut possible!

Well, that wasn't difficult! LOL!
He wound up leading me down an alley, both ends of which was heavily trafficked, and he had me drop to my knees and start sucking his Beautiful Black Cock. (NO PROBLEM!!)
He was treating me like a cheap whore that he'd picked up, really fucking my throat hard, fast, and deep!
As I'd HOPED would happen, soon, the sight of me being throat-raped attracted a group of young guys who were passing by...Once I assured them that I was ok, and that I LOVED how Bull was using me, the cocks started coming out.. All sizes, shapes, and all BLACK! I was in heaven! Over the course of the next hour or so, these young guys had their cocks in my mouth, down my throat, RAMMED HARD up my ass, and fucked my cunt so hard, that I was walking strange afterwards!
I was a real sight that night, walking down the street, cum dripping from my cunt and ass, down my legs, cum drying on my face, in my hair, and my tiny tube-top so soaked that it was drying into a crusty, flaky mess!
Bull and I had walked about 4 blocks, down a semi-busy public sidewalk, when he suddenly stopped, looked into an alley, and pulled me down it.. I thought "Great! Round two!"...NOPE...

Instead, he had me drop to my knees, pulled out his beautiful cock, and proceeded to piss all over me!
Now, I don't have a problem with that, I just didn't expect it.. He hosed my face, my chest, and REALLY hosed down my hair! I was a dripping, filthy, cum-encrusted, piss-covered mess!
After he was done, he just grabbed me by the hair, stood me up, and marched me back to the sidewalk..
His truck was another block away, so he told me that, being the mess that I was, that I was going to have to ride in the truck bed! Well, it wouldn't be the first time, and I doubt it will be the last...

When we got home, he took me around back, and hosed me off with the garden hose... thank god it's still somewhat warm out!
He stripped me there, outside, and took my hand, and lead me into our "playroom".
At that point, he took two of my biggest vibrating dildoes, and roughly shoved them in my cunt and ass, then secured them in place with duct tape, tied my hands above my head, to the headboard of the bed, and shoved a sock in my mouth, and secured it with more duct tape.He told me that he was going to leave me like that overnight!
Well, needless to say, I was in no position to argue, and I figured that was that.. I was just going to be left like this, to cum my brains out, till he untied me sometime the next day...
WRONG AGAIN!!!
He came back a few minutes later, with two baggies.. in one, was cocaine.. in the other, crystal meth...
He took the coke, and coated my cuntlips,and my clit with it, till I was totally numb down there.. then, he took the meth, put it in a syringe with some brandy, and injected it into my asshole!
So here I am, holes still full of strange men's cum, two LARGE vibrating dildoes in my holes, my clit, and pussy lips numb, and about 8 ounces of liguid in my asshole, with the meth and the brandy giving a slight burning sensation, and my desire to cum building quickly!
At that point, he walked away...
I was going crazy with the need to cum , in no time flat!
BUT I COULDN'T!!!
I STILL, after what seemed like an hour, couldn't feel my cunt at all! I mean, I felt the dildo in my pussy, KNEW it was vibrating, but I wasn't getting any feeling from it!
My asshole, on the other hand, was THROBBING from being used so much, and so hard, that night, and so many times, I felt like, "if He'll only move that damn dildo in and out a few times, I'll orgasm!!!"
Again.. no such luck!
Until hours later.... my holes are sore as hell, but the cocaine was worn off, and I've had a few, unsatisfying orgasms... then HE walks in. and he wasn't alone!
He brought this OLD man in, he had to have been in his eighties!!
He tells the old man, "go ahead, do whatever you want to the slut.. she loves it!"
And leaves the room!
The old man strips naked, climbs on the bed, and YANKS the dildoes out of me! I'm so sore at this point, that all I can do is scream! Well, the gag took a lot of the impact of that scream away, and he just sat back chuckling.. I'm thinking to myself "WTF???"
The old man starts on my tits.. he's not being at all gentle, he's digging his fingers deeply into my tit-flesh, really sinking them in, and squeezing, till tears are coming from my eyes, then, he starts in on my nipples.. he starts pinching them, HARD (which I LOVE, btw), then starts yanking on them, practically lifting me off the bed by my nipples!
He starts slapping them, side to side, tops and bottoms, then digs his fingers in again, this time, TWISTING MY TITS!!! OUCH!!!!
Next thing I know, hes BITING my tit-flesh! And I mean DEEP!!! Days later, I STILL have teeth marks and bruises on my tits!!
He tired of that after god-knows how long, and starts to work on my nipples, not nibbling, bit even biting, but CHEWING on my nipples, till they started to bleed!
When he stops, and steps back, I notice that the old bastard is hard! 80 yrs old, I wouldn't think he could still get it up, but I'm wrong again, as I've been wrong so many times, this night...

This old man, after abusing my tits and nipples so horribly (but looking back on it, I have to admit, I *did* enjoy quite a bit of it!), he goes down on my pussy, and really starts licking deep, like he KNOWS that I have multiple loads of cum in me (turns out, Bull told him about my alley gangbang), and he's licking me SO deep! I swear, I could feel his tongue damn near at my cervix!
Within 30 seconds, I'm moaning, wanting to just grab his head, and keep it right there, or at least tell him not to stop, but I can't do either...
He does stop, but only after he's gotten most, if not all, of the cum from my cunt, and gotten me off quite a few times in the process!
All of a sudden he turns me over onto my stomach, and starts eating out my asshole, grabbing my ass cheeks, and pulling them apart pretty roughly!
That's it! I started cumming again, and again, and again!
Finally, he turns me over again, spreads my legs, and slides his hard cock, about 6 inches, but with a very defined head, so very gently into my pussy, and proceeds to again, so gently, lick my throat, my ears, kiss my lips, place light kisses on my eyelids, and all over my face, while he slowly, gently fucks me!
This weird combination of styles, brutal, then gentle, has me, mentally, totally off-kilter, and I'm waiting, expecting him, at any time, to start brutalizing me again, but it never comes..

He must have fucked me for a good hour, so slowly, so gently, that I started to dry up a bit... it felt good though, his cock in me, but by know, I'm so sore all over, that I wish he'd just cum in me, and get it over with...
As I felt his cock speed up it's fucking of me, he suddenly bites my neck! I'm talking, teenager-strength hickie style!!
He's also gone back to pinching my nipples!
That does it for me, I'm SOAKING WET, and on the verge of my best orgasm in days!
I start to shake, I'm thrashing all over the place, moaning, screaming, pounding the back of my head into the mattress, wanting to grab hold of him, and pull him in deeper, to beg him to hurt my nipples more, but all that's coming out of me, are incoherent moans!
The old man cums in my pussy, then goes down, and starts flicking his tongue on my clit, like it's got a high-speed motor! He's also ramming what feels like 4 fingers in my asshole, hard, and fast, and DEEP!
That's the last thing I remember!

I woke up later, and Bull told me that I had been out for 10 hours! I noticed that he had untied me, and removed the gag, and had carried me to our bed..I still looked a mess, but I felt SO good!
Bull helped me to the bath, and I took a nice long soak, then went back to bed for a few more hours...

I love Bull.. he's so nasty, yet caring...

I think I'm going to stay here quite a while! I haven't had the urge to travel since I met Bull, and if he can keep me satisfied, the way he's done so far, I might just settle down with him!

I think I'm going to go to the gynecologist, and see if I'm still able to have kids... Bull and I have been talking about the possibility of it, and how we would raise them. especially after I told him about my daughters....he really gave my holes a workout that night, so I think he might be just kinky enough to want to duplicate what has happened to my daughters... but I think he's thinking of starting them younger... who knows?
But, whatever happens, I love Bull, and think that I'll go along with whatever he decides.. he hasn't disappointed me yet!

Gina