Thursday, August 14, 2008
Well, on one hand, I was really HOPING that all those anonymous loads that I took at the gloryhole "took", and that I'd be officially pregnant by now, and on the Other Hand, I was hoping that I DIDN'T get "knocked up", as it would be a real pain in the ass, dealing with all the issues that come with pregnancy.. the weight gain, the morning sickness, the fact that some guys are afraid to fuck a pregnant woman...
So... after 6 home pregnancy kits, I can say with 99% assurance, that I did NOT get knocked up!
Sigh..... not sure if I'm happy about that or sad....
I mean, face it... my lifestyle over the last couple of years has been pretty strange, even for me..
Bringing a baby into it would be kind of bizzare....
Me, hauling a baby around in my van, taking care of it, WHILE still trying to get laid on a semi-steady basis, would be difficult, if not damn near impossible!
But, on the other hand, it would open the door up to a whole new range of guys,, those that wanted to fuck a pregnant woman, and those that would get off on the perverse thrill of fucking a woman WHILE her newborn baby was right there!
Yes, that's nasty of me, to even think of having sex in front of my baby, but I've done so many nasty things these last few years, that I don't think I'd have a problem with it!
Actually, I think it might be a turn on, to be getting fucked by some total stranger, while my baby is suckling on my tits!
And who knows? I might just let the baby (boy or girl) taste some of the cum from my lovers!
Now, before you guys go condemning me, or worse, reporting me, remember that I am NOT pregnant, so this isn't happening...
It's just a few nasty ideas I've been tossing around in my sex-addled brain...
I mean, I've already taught my daughters to love Black Men, and Black dick... this wouldn't be much of a stretch.. only starting my baby a lot younger!
I'd love to hear your thoughts on this!