Something I've been thinking about...

Been doing a lot of thinking lately, especially after talking with *certain* people on Yahoo IM..
This guy has asked me a lot of questions about my daughters.. in particular, my 9 yo daughter...

So, I've been thinking about this:
I've already corrupted my daughters.. most of all, my youngest one..
They've witnessed me having sex with MULTIPLE Black Men.. and when I say multiple, I'm NOT just talking about me fucking different guys, on different days.. I'm talking about her walking in, and seeing, no, scratch that.. WATCHING me taking a big Black Cock in my pussy, my ass, and my mouth, all at the same time!
She's watched me taking on groups of guys, and 1-on-1's with may different Black Men.
Since I left my husband, and left my girls behind (not by my own choice, mind you.. He got a better lawyer than I did, so he got custody of the girls) I've tried to keep in touch with them, via phone calls, email, and occasional video chat, so I've been able to watch them growing up...

Now here's the thing... the youngest, at 9 years old, has, for the last year, been dating a teenaged Black boy... And YES, they've been having sex!
From talking with her, I've learned that she has sucked his dick, let him fuck her pussy AND her asshole, she's sucked him off outside, in her back yard, and at his house, and, not only that, but her boyfriend has had her suck off his friends!
I wouldn't be at all surprised, if she was fucking his friends as well!

So, here's what I've been considering...
If I could take custody of her again, after doing all the travelling I've done, and loving damn near every moment of it, , could I settle down in one place??

I think I could.. if I found a place where I could find LOTS of men! Perhaps a large city??
New York City perhaps? or Chicago?
Thought about Los Angeles, but just get a bad feeling there... San Francisco is a definite possibility!
Perhaps someplace in Canada??

Now.. the reason that I'm considering a big city.. I don't intend on giving up being a Slut!
In fact, My Main Reason for this post is this...
KNOWING that my little girl is already a slut for Black Cock, perhaps, if I got custody of her, I could train her to be the best BLACK COCK SLUT possible!

Think about it... it definitely is do-able!!
We get set up in a place, and I start by making it clear that I will NOT stop her from having sex with Black Men (or ANY men, if she so chooses), but I WILL insist that she be on birth control, and keep her studies up!
I have NO problem with my 9 year old daughter being a slut! What I DO have a problem with, is if it affects her grades!
And yes, before anyone bothers to IM me, have given thought of how sexy she would look, pregnant, at such a young age!
HOWEVER... I want to be realistic... a pregnant preteen would suffer being an outcast, and other problems... Her schoolwork would suffer..
And I want my slut daughter to have a way to support herself, that doesn't involve sex!
True, it SOUNDS like a great way to grow up, but lets face it after so many years of being used, sexually by men, unless she gets REAL lucky, and finds a RICH, cuckhold male to support her, and let her sleep around, sooner or later, she is going to have to be able to pay her own bills!

Now, on the subject of raising her, other than schoolwork..
I'd do everything I could, to teach her how to please a man, anyway that he might want, and even things he might not be aware that he wants!
I'd teach her to deepthroat a really THICK cock, as well as a really LONG cock, (btw.. I find it's easier to deep-throat a long cock, than it is to swallow a thick cock... It's not that hard to relax your throat enough to take length, but thickness, that's another story.. you can't just relax your throat... sooner or later, you're going to find one that stretches not only your mouth, but actually stretches your throat, ore than you could ever think possible!
The ONLY way to train yourself, is to force that cock into your throat, as OFTEN as possible!
And when I say force, I mean, just that! You have to find a guy that you trust enough, to FORCE your mouth down, farther and farther, each time, holding it in your throat, getting your throat used to the stretching, and dealing with the discomfort, and sometimes pain, that accompanies all that cockmeat pushing it's way in, forcing itself deeper into your throat, without causing you to black out from lack of air!
Trust me, I've had this happen a few times.. kinda hot, but scary, when you don't expect it, and don't entirely trust the guy.
But when you trust the guy to pull out, and get you in a position where you can breathe again, it' incredibly erotic! Coming out of it, the only way I can describe it, is like this:
You hear EVERY LITTLE SOUND, all at once, surrounding you, then you start to feel tingles in your feet, your hands, and climbing up your extremities. It's kind of hard to explain, but once you're used to the feelings, it's incredibly hot! At least for me...
I'd start her training by finding the THICKEST cocks I can find, starting with just one guy, and working our way up to multiple cocks, teaching her not only how to deep throat, but to take a really rough face-fucking.. what some (including myself) call "Skull Fucking"
It's one of my favorite things to have done to me, and I want to teach my little girl to enjoy it, as much as I do! To give up that control, to let a man take full control of your mouth and throat, just RAMMING it down your throat, yanking your head side to side, back and forth, up and down, not caring about your pleasure, just using your mouth and throat to make his cock feel good, is such a rush!
I tend to completely lose myself when a guy does this, losing all track of time, or where I am, or what else may be happening at the time!
There have been times that I'm getting seriously skull-fucked, I've often not even noticed that a guy has just rammed his dick up my ass! And when i finally DO realize it, it's like "WOW!! When did that happen??"
Even hotter, is when you DO pass out, and come back out of it, and, while the sounds, and extremitiy feelings are hitting, all at once, you suddenly realize that you've got a huge cock splitting you open, ramming hard into your ass!
THiS is the type of thing I want to pass on to my child!
I'd encourage her to dress any way she wanted, from normal, to totally slutty!!
Actually, I think I'd encourage her to dress like a slut/whore/sex-toy at all times!
I'd encourage her to go for whatever look worked for her, whether it be an innocent-looking schoolgirl, or the nastiest, trashiest, trampiest look she could manage, whatever look would get her the most cock, most often!
I'd encourage her to dress like a slut, even when she's home alone, sleeping, or just relaxing on the couch, on a rainy, lazy day!
I'd encourage her to be an easy fuck, but also teaching her to watch out for those men who, while they may be a good fuck, would otherwise be bad for her.. Those that would try to sponge off of her, to take advantage, financially..
I'd encourage her, owever, to take advantage of any kind of gift men offer her.

I'd also encourage her to be bisexual... to enjoy giving herself to women, men, even animals, if she so chooses!
I'd teach her to enjoy sex anyway, and with anyone, she can get it from!
In essense, to be just like me!
If she chooses to sell her pussy, mouth or ass, fine!
Just so long as she isn't forced into it, or coerced into it...

I believe, if I did this, that my daughter would be a true slut. A girl that enjoys sex, with no hang-ups, no limits, no barriers, to stop her from enjoying it!
I'd also train her to find pleasure in pain.. whether it be from the pain of a big cock splitting open her holes, or the pain of having her nipples really twisted, pinched, pulled, slapped, clamped, or even beaten!
If she chooses to go even more hardcore, like S/M, than that's her choice, and I'll support her in it!

I confess that I'd LOVE to see my little girl in some hardcore porn!
I know, the more I stay out her, fucking strange men, and chatting with even STRANGER men, I'm becoming more perverted.. more twisted...
I mean, MY GOD! What the hell am I thinking/saying??????

I doubt I'll ever get custody of my little girl, or even my older girls.. So maybe that's why I'm thinking this way... KNOWING, deep down, that it's all just fantasy.. that it will never happen..
But I can imagine it...
I imagine my daughter, all of 9 or 10, coming home from school with some strange boy (or better off, some GROWN MAN) in tow, telling me, "Mom, I'm going to take this nice man upstairs and let him fuck me", and I just answer "OK dear, have fun, and don't forget to lick him clean after he's been up your ass!" And the look on the guy's face, as she answers "Yes Mommy" and asks him "Would you like my mommy to fuck you too?"
To see the man leaving, hours later, a satisfied look on his face, and I go upstairs to my little girl's room, to find her on the bed, naked, with the exception of her torn, slutty-looking stockings, cum seping out of her freshly fucked pussy and ass, the sight of cum on her lips, or on her face, looking like she's in a happy little fuck-daze, and telling her that she got a call from one of her school friends, and that she should get cleaned up before he, or she gets here, unless she wants them to see her covered in cum! To hear her tell me that it's ok, the person didn't mind sloppy seconds, or to see her jump up, clean herself up, and get herself all slutted-up all over again, for the next person!

To know that my little girl was entertaining a group of men that were going to use her like a fuck-doll.. that they were going to fuck her in every hole, that she was going to willingly drink their piss and cum, and let them piss all over her!
To know that she was going to suck and fuck the football, or basketball team in the locker room ater a game, or eat the pussies of the cheerleading squad, or, perhaps her gym teacher!
To know that my little girl was being a total woman, enjoying everything possible as far as sex goes.. to deny her nothing, to teach her everything I knew...
TO KNOW THAT MY DAUGHTER IS A SLUT.. AND BE PROUD OF IT!

Alas... it's probably just going to be nothing but a fantasy.. but I can hope, can't I??

Gina
(Wishing I could find pictures of things like this.. things I'd love to see my little girl doing.. Taking multiple Black Cocks, over and over, in every hole...)