Tonight, I was a whore....

I was mad tonight... No money, no sex all day, and no calls from my Men....

I got mad.. Then I decided to do something about it.

I got dressed up really trashy, and slutty tonight. I decided to dress in whore red tonight. A pair of sheer, tiny, crotchless panties, in red, of course, a tiny red leather miniskirt, with a slit all the way to the top, red fishnet stockings, my favorite red "fuck me" pumps, with a 4 inch heel, and a red tube-top, a size too small (one of the ones that one of my Men ordered me to buy, a while ago), hair teased to within an inch of it's life, bright, red, slutty, glossy lipstick, too much blush (red of course!), and black eyeliner, trying to make myself look as slutty, and whorish as possible! Wish I could have taken a picture!

I went out to the van, started it up, and drove to the city, parking on a side street, where I had to walk past a lot of seedy-looking guys.... I loved the catcalls I got, especially fromt he latino guys, who al called me a puta, which is spanish for whore, or slut, I think...

Got to the streetcorner, and stood there for about 5 minutes, hand on my hip, occasionally walking up and down the sidewalk, swaying my hips like a slut in heat, (which I am, of course!), and got picked up my some old guy in a beat-up pickup truck.
He asked how much, and I told him that since he was my first of the night, I'd give him the "senior's discount"... 5 bucks for a blowjob, 20 for a regular fuck, and 30 for anal.
He took the blowjob, and I climbed in.. we found a nice dark alley, and I sucked him off in about 2 minutes.. not the usual whore blowjob, where it's mostly handjob.. I kept my hands on his leg, and just used my mouth.. He came real quick, but it was a nice-sized load, and it tasted damn good!!! He dropped me off back on "my" corner, and I went back to strutting my stuff for a while.. about 15 minutes later, a new Dodge Magnum pulled up (I LOVE that car!) in bright red, matching my outift, and I mentioned it as I leaned in the window, showing him my cleavage, and we quickly agreed to a price.. We went to his room in one of the casinos, and he pulled my tube-top down off my tits, leaving it to hang around my waist, lifted my skirt, and just RAMMED his bare cock right into my cunt, right between the opening of my crotchless panties!
He fucked me hard, pressing me up against the window of the room, giving anyone who might have looked up, a pretty good view of my semi-naked body being given a good hard fucking!
He came in me pretty fast, but, instead of going soft, like I expected, he stayed hard, pulled out with a squish, and rammed it right up my asshole!!
It hurt a little, as I hadn't lubed my ass up, but his cum helped it slide in a bit.. It hurt a bit at first, but then started to feel REAL GOOD! He fucked me like that for about 10 minutes, grabbing my tits, and twisting on them pretty good, and even wrapped his hand around my throat while he fucked me! That got me a bit nervous, but also made me wetter!
He was choking me pretty good, till he shot his second load of the night into my ass, pulled out, slapped my ass HARD, and yanked me down by the hair, telling me to clean his cock.. Now, I love doing that anyway, but knowing he was paying me well for the full treatment, made it even better! He was calling me nasty names the whole time, calling me a shore, a slut, a fucking pig, for sucking his cock clean after it had been in my asshole! I loved it!

After he was satisfied with the cleaning, his cock going limp finally, he slapped my face lightly, and said that I had earned my money well.. He took 3 one hundred dollar bills (we had agreed to $200 for the full treatment) and stuffed it into my cum-filled cunt, and told me to get out.
I pulled my top up, tugged my skirt down, and walked out of the room, fixing my hair in the elevator, barely remembering to pull the 300 bucks out of my cum-filled cunt before the elevator doors opened!

I went straight to the hotel bar, and ordered a Long Island Iced Tea, and drank it right down, and ordered another! I took my time with this one, and flirted with a few of the guys at the bar, even letting one buy me a drink!
He tried hitting on me, but I told him that I couldn't let him have me, not from the bar, as casino security would right away, think I was turning tricks from the bar, and throw me out...
I told him that he could look for me later, on the street, and told him where I'd be. He looked shocked as hell by my admission that I was a whore, and backed off immediately!
I finished the iced tea he bought me, and walked out of the bar, somewhat fucked up, from the booze, and went to the ladies' room, and sitting down, realized that cum was dripping from my ass and pussy! (not that it surprised me, I just forgot it was there.. silly me!)
I got cleaned up, scooping the cum from my pussy and ass with my fingers, and eating it all up, then a quick wipe of my pussy, and I was back to the streets!

All told, I got picked up by 9 guys, before I decided to call it quits for the night, took at least 5 loads down my throat, 7 in my whore's cunt, and another 3 up my ass!
My last trick of the night wanted a blowjob, and I asked him to cum all over my face and tits. He was shocked, to say the least, and practically EXPLODED all over my face and chest! I got what I wanted, he got a good blowjob, and I made 50 bucks for it!!

I got in about an hour ago, and I'm sitting here, a THICK dildo in my pussy, and a nice thick dildo in my ass, both lubed by all that cum, and I just got done rubbing all the remaining cum into my face and into my titties. Did I mention how much I love the feel of drying cum on my skin?? It's just the GREATEST thing for keeping my skin firm!

And I made a total of $1300.00 for the night, not including the drinks in the hotel bar, and some chinese food!!!!

Thinking about doing this more often!
It's nice not having to give my Men any of the money.. But I worry, when I think of what will happen to me when they find out.. and they will, knowing that they read this blog....;-)

Should be an interesting week...
See Ya!!
Gina

I wound up going out for some fun.

Well, only two of my Men came over.. They fucked me in every hole, gave me a couple of nice-sized loads of cum, but that was all.
The last one left about 11:30pm, and I was out the door, and headed for the city, within 30 mins of them leaving. I was still horny as hell (truth be told, I'm STILL horny as hell, but not as much now), so I headed for the adult theater. Being as cold as it is, there obviously wasn't as much action as in the middle of summer, but I wound up being used rough, the way I like it, by 6 or 7 guys. My nipples are bleeding from the rough usage they were given, at my request. No, make that my DEMAND!! LOL!
At one point, I was squatting over this one old, fat man's cock, about 6 inches, and had a NICE thick, BLACK cock in my ass, about 9 inches, but thicker than my wrist, while I was trying to cram two cocks (one white, one Black) in my mouth at the same time! The old man was squeezing my tits gently, almost lovingly, and I stopped sucking just long enough to tell him to "HURT MY TITS, YOU BASTARD!!"
Well, he did, and more! He was digging his fingernails into my tits, not just the nipples, but digging his fingernails DEEP into my tit-flesh!
That gave me an INSTANT orgasm, causing me to stop sucking the cocks in my mouth, and I started screaming as I came! Within a second of me screaming, I had one of the cocks shoved in my mouth, with somebody telling me to shut the fuck up!
Oh well! LOL!! Guess I got just a little TOO loud!
By the time I left, I had taken the cum of at least 4 guys, total strangers, in my slutty pussy, and at least 3 loads (I think.. Some guys, I can't always tell if they're cumming of not) in my asshole, and I know at least one guy came on my breasts, and the two I was sucking off, came all over my face.
The guys kept switching positions, taking turns with each hole, but my favorites were when the guys who were just in my asshole, shoved their cocks down my throat! I love ass-to-mouth!!!

BTW, when I left the house, I had on NOTHING, but a short winter coat... I'm sure that my pussy was seen more than a few times, as I walked the half-block to the theater, but I really didn't care!

When I finally left the theater, I had cum dripping from my pussy and ass,still on my tits, some still on my face, and a little left in my hair!
I'm sitting here now, still naked, but with a towel between my legs, so I don't stain the chair, and a buttplug in my ass.
My nipples are lightly bleeding, and they are SO tender right now! I love it! Just makes me want to put my nipple clamps on them!

Not much else I can do tonight, but I'm making sure that my front door is unlocked, and I'm going to stretch out on a comforter on the floor near the door. Maybe I'll get lucky and have a visitor???

Nite now...
Gina

Sorry I've been away so long!

Sorry folks, wish I could tell a hot and horny sex story, explaining my absence, but it's been a lot more boring than that.. Yes, I did some cocksucking, ass-licking, pussy eating, and of course, getting my pussy and ass filed with Black cock, but that hasn't been happening like it used to.

Most of the last few weeks have been spent keeping my apartment clean, and cooking for my Men...Lately, they come over, give me a quick fuck, cum in one of my holes, then tell me to cook something for them, they eat, drink, and leave...
I miss being used......
All I know is, if I don't get a good hard using, soon, by at least 2 guys at once, I'm either going to go crazy, or get my ass back out on the streets, picking up any Black guys I can!!

I've run out of spending money, as the guys are just paying my bills now, buying groceries and booze, paying the rent and utilities, but no spending money for me!
I've already worn out 6 2-packs of "c" batteries for my dildoes, my pussy hasn't gotten a good stretching for a while, and I SWEAR, I'm starting to suffer from a cum defiiciency!!

We'll see how the night goes....I'm calling up ALL my men tonight, and BEGGING them to sum use me, like they used to!!!
Here's hoping....
Gina

didn't mean to leave that last one unfinished....

Sorry, but while I was writing that last note, I got a couple of visitors.

One was the building super, looking for sex. I told him that I couldn't fuck him right now, but that I'd give him a blowjob, which was fine by him.

He must have been really horny today, because his cock was rock hard before I even opened his pants, and he came within 30 seconds of my mouth being on his cock!
Damned white boys... I swear, I have YET to find a Black man that doesn't last less than 5 minutes! I love to have to work for that load of cum!

The second guy came by 10 minutes after I finished with the building super.
This was this little tiny asian man.. Turns out his dick matched his stature... so tiny!
I think it had to be no more than 3 inches long, but it felt so nice in my mouth, and on my tongue! It was so soft, and silky feeling, while still being rock-hard! I have to admit, it was one of the nicest feeling cocks I've had in my mouth in a LOOONG time!
Yes, it was tiny, but the feeling made it worth it... Not to mention, this asian man fucked my face good and hard, ramming his pubic bones into my face, fucking my head just the way I like it!
He only lasted about 5 minutes, but when he came, WOW!!! He didn't just shoot cum, like most men, his dick practically EXPLODED cum into my mouth! There was so much, I couldn't swallow all of it, and a lot of it ran out of my mouth, down, onto my tits. I was swallowing like mad to keep up, byut I just couldn't, so I finally just pulled off his cock, and let him shoot the last couple of jets of cum all over my face, which he seemed to enjoy!
When he was finally done, I licked his cock gently clean, loving the feel of his smoooth dick-skin on my tongue, till he pulled away, and zipped up.
Right before he left, he reached over and gave my nipples a HARD TUG, and a viscious twist, and I came immediately!! As he left, I was on the floor, spasming in a mind-shattering orgasm that left me totally drained!

It's 45 minutes later, and I've showered and shaved my legs, and trimmed my bush, and I'm getting ready to meet a few of my men for drinks and who knows what else..
As I've been ordered, I'm wearing my too-small jeans, and a tube-top, no panties, of course, and no bra, with a pair of 4 inch stilletto heeled red "fuck me" pumps.

The temperature's really dropped in the last hour, so I know my nipples are going to be really poking out tonight.... I can't wait to see what happens tonight...

Been busy........

Sorry I've been away so long, but my Men have been keeping me busy! ;-)

Since my last entry, Jacob, the most Dominant of my Men, read my last blog entry and man, was he pissed!!!

Jacob came by a few days after that last entry, about 5am, while I was fast asleep, walked into my apartment (doors are still unlocked, remember) and woke me up by grabbing me by the hair, and yanking me out of bed! He started slapping the hell out of me, slapping my face, tits, the side of my head, anywhere he could reach easily.
He was saying that he KNEW I was a slut, but that he had TOLD me that my days of freedom were gone, and that I seemed to have forgotted that! I told him that I was bored, and horny, and nobody was around, and nobody had come by to use me in a few days, and that I just NEEDED to get out!
Well, he took care of that all right!
Jacob took me outside, naked, at a little after 5am, threw me into the van, and took me to the city, where he told me that I was going to be a treat for some of the homeless guys.
He took me to the Mission, and found a group of drunken homeless guys there, and threw me out of the van, telling me not to come back till they were done with me!
He then walked over to one of the guys, and told him that they could use me any way they wanted, for the next few hours.
Man, the looks on the faces of these guys scared me!
Some looked VERY horny, and some just looked crazy!
There, right in front of the Mission, I was forced to my knees, and the guys took turns fucking my mouth, over and over, cumming in my mouth, on my face, and on my tits.
After they all came the first time, they dragged me off to the side, out of sight of anyone passing by, and threw me onto a couple of trashbags, and took turns fucking me, over and over.
By the time it was done, it was light, I had cum dripping from my holes, and quite a few bruises from slaps and punches from the homeless guys.
When they were done, they just said "Get up slut, and get the fuck outta here", so I got up, and walked out to the street, still naked, and dripping cum, looking for Jacob.
I didn't see him, and started to panic! Just as I was starting to freak out, I heard the familiar beep of the van horn. He was about a block away, so I started to walk towards the van. When I got there, he just told me to climb in the back, and lay down, so I did..
All the way home, all I heard was him muttering "fucking pig! Fucking slut! what the fuck am I gonna do with you?"
I didn't answer, just huddled in the back till we got back to my place. When we got there, he pushed me up the stairs to my apartment, and pushed me into my place. He told me that I looked, and smelled like a pig, and to go take a shower. When my shower was done, he told me that for the next week or so, I was going to be an "on-call" slut.. That he was going to be putting my phone number out, around town, for men to call for a blowjob, and that was ALL I was allowed to do, was give blowjobs! I wasn't allowed to get fucked, just to suck cock (or pussy) till he told me otherwise.

So, for most of the last two weeks, that's how things have been going.. I've gotten calls from at least fifty different men,and quite a few women, and all the calls start the same.. "I got this number from (wherever-men's room walls, friends, ladies' room walls,etc) and I was just wondering if it was for real?"
I tell them (as ordered), "Yes, it's for real, I'm a hungry slut who just wants my mouth to be used for strangers' pleasure!! Where would you like me to eat/suck you?"
Many times I was called to motels, offices, homes, cars, bars, and a few times I was told to meet them late at night at the local kid's park, where I'd blow them, or eat their pussy somewhere in the park, such as on the kid's swings, or in the Jungle Gym area! One guy even had me hang by my knees fromt he monkey bars, upside down, ad suck his cock as he stood on one of the bars!
A few people decided the wanted to cum to my place, so I just told them the address, and to walk right in, where I was waiting, naked, on my knees, just inside the door. Some came inside and sat down on the couch, or on a chair, others just unzipped, right there in the doorway, with the door wide open, and started to fuck my face right there! Thankfully, no one came by while this was happening!
One guy had me come to his office, around 6pm, and when I got there, there were about 6 guys there, all waiting! They tried to fuck me, but I told them no, that I don't fuck, just suck. (Trust me, that was a tough one, as I hadn't been fucked in days, and was so horny I would have fucked a dog, just to get some dick in me!!) They weren't happy about that, but they used me for a few hours, fucking my face, cumming all over my face and tits, and a few even pissed in my mouth, ordering me to swallow it all! I did, of course.
The highlight of the week though, was when a woman called, and told me to come over to her place.
I got there, and knocked on the door, and it was answered by a Black woman, about 5'6" tall, and about 350 pounds! She told me to "get yo white ass in here, slut!", and had me strip naked, and eat her pussy as she lay on the couch. I swear, some pussy tastes almost better than Black Cock, and Black Pussy, YUMMY!!! I ate that fat Black woman for over an hour! She was a squirter, and she HOSED my face with her cum so many times I lost track, and she lost consciousness!! While she was out, I was just gently licking her juices up, loving the taste of her wetness, and loving the feel of her fat rolls in my hands, as I kneaded her breasts, and every other roll of fat I could get my hands on!
When she finally came to, about 15 minutes later, she rolled off the couch, onto the floor, on all fours, and had me eat her ass for awhile. It was sweaty, and funky, but tasted so good, that I had my head buried so far in her asscheeks, that I could no longer hear anything, and could barely breathe, as she grabbed my head, and pushed it in deeper! I had my tongue, AND my nose up her ass, and I was loving every minute of it!

After a while, she pulled my head away, and handed me a strap-on dildo, about 14 inches long, Black, and thicker than my thickest toys! She told me to fuck her pussy with it, and to give it to her real good and hard!
As I was fucking her with it, she was moaning, groaning, and thrashing all over the place, telling me that she hadn't had a man in years, prefering to have some white cunt fuck her with a dildo, instead! She told me that she loved how white women fuck, seeming to know just where to hit with the dildoes!
I fucked her like that for about 15 minutes, till she came again, squirting her pussy-juice all over my thighs, then collapsed on the floor again, panting.
I figured that was it, and started to get up to leave, and she told me to stay, that I wasn't done yet.....
She told me that I had to eat her one more time, and to lie on my back, that she was going to sit on my face. I almost freaked out, knowing what her weight on my face might do, but she just laughed, and said not to worry, she wouldn't smother me... much...and laughed again!
I laid down, and she got on her knees, and slowly brought her fat, dripping Black cunt down to my lips.. I started eating her as best I could, and I guess I was doing a pretty good job, because she was leaking pussy juice all over my face the whole time! I have to admit, I loved sucking on those fat pussy lips, and sticking my tongue deep into her pink, tasting her arousal, as she finger-fucked my horny cunt. I guess I got into it a little too much, because I didn't even hear someone come into the room, until suddenly, I felt a cock pushing into my pussy!!! At first, I was like "OH MY GOD! That feels TOO good!" Then, I was like "Hey! I'm not supposed to be getting fucked!! Jacob will kill me if he finds out!!" I slapped her ass and thighs, trying to get her off me, to stop the man fucking me, and all I heard was laughter!! She was telling me, "Bitch, you gonna get a GOOD fucking now!! My brother loves fucking white bitches who can't do nothin about it!"
I couldn't move if I wanted to! Part of me DIDN'T want to, mind you, as it was feeling too good, to have that cock stretching my pussy, so I just kinda gave up, and went back to eating her fat Black cunt, while some stranger was really pounding my pussy!
When she finally came, spraying my face again, she got off, and I got to see who was giving me such a wonderful fucking! It was Jacob!!!
He acted mad, telling me that he ordered me NOT to get fucked, but then started laughing, saying that he could understand, as I couldn't exactly fight it, with his sister sitting on my face!
He finished the fuck by ramming it in deep, and shooting a BIG load of Black baby-batter up my cunt, and kissing me, licking his sister's juices off my face as he came.
We all got dressed, and his sister told me that I was welcome in her pussy anytime, and I told her that if Jacob said it was ok, I'd love to come over whenever she needed me!
Of course, Jacob said YES!

He took me home after that, and called over some of the other guys, and they fucked every hole I have, using me nonstop for about 4 hours, till I finally passed out, covered in cum, with cum dripping from my pussy, my ass, my mouth, hell, they even came in my ears, and up my nose!
I woke up later, to find myself tied to the bed, cum dried up on me, leaving me somewhat sticky, and sore, but feeling soooooo good!
They left me like that for the rest of the day, finally letting me up to pee. When I was done, they let me take a shower, and then I went and cooked up some steaks for my Men.

I'm still getting calls, and Jacob says that I'm to continue going out, and being a cocksucking slut.. at least till he tires of it.. It's funny, but most of the cock I've been sucking lately, has been white guys... I do it, not by choice, but because I'm ordered to.. I have to admit though, after sucking all that white dick, I appreciate my Black lovers' cocks that much more, when I finally get them!

One of my Men suggested that, when I go out on these "cocksucking calls" as he puts it, that I put a big butt plug up my ass, and an even larger one in my pussy, to keep my cunt stretched out, and full, and that I wear a pair of super-tight jeans, to hold the plugs in, plus, he says he likes the sight of me in too-small jeans... He says that I look like an even bigger piece of white trash, with my belly hanging over the waistband, and my ass squeezed so tight into those jeans!

He's also making me go out wearing a tube-top, something I always thought was too trashy, and "teeny-bopper" for me, but I know the drill by now.. if he says do it, I do it!

Weather is getting a lot colder now.. I hope he'll let me at least wear a warm coat... granted, the cold will make my nipples stand out that much more, but I hate the cold!

Finally went to the chiropractor...

Feel so much better now!!
I have to say, if you haven't been to a chiropractor before, please go!
I used to hear the stories about chiropractors, people saying that you have to go at least twice a week, EVERY week.. That's BULLSHIT!

I go about every two weeks or so, especially if my Men have been particularly "physical" with me, and it helps keep me in pretty good health! My back dosn't hurt much, and let me tell you, when you're getting your face and throat fucked HARD, and often, it tends to yank things around. My chiropractor get's me all fixed up in no time at all! And it's a HELL of a lot cheaper than having to pay prescription drug prices!!

Now, is I could only pay him with sex, life would be a lot easier!!! LOL!! (Besides, his receptionist is a really CUTE redhead!!I'd LOVE to spend some time under her desk, licking her pussy!)

Now..
Weather here has been really shitty the last few days.. Lots of rain, and wind, and the temps dropping... Even the ducks are staying inside!!
But.. I was feeling adventerous, and horny (I know, nothing new!) so I went to the city tonight for a few hours.. could have gone to the adult theater, didn't, could have gone to the Black bars, didn't feel like drinking tonight though, so I just walked around... Was enjoying the looks from the young bucks, as I walked around in just a short skirt, a tube top, and heels, (no panties, or bra, of course!), and when the rain started to really come down hard, I ducked into a local adult bookstore.. There was someone new at the counter tonight, that I didn't recognize, so I started browsing the adult toy section, thinking maybe I'd pick up a new vibrator or a new fake cock..
Saw a couple nice ones, that I'm going to come back for later.. But while I was there, I noticed a few guys looking at me, and that always gets my juices flowing...
When I noticed that the clerk was busy with a customer, I ducked into the video booth area, to see what was playing, and maybe have some fun.

Watched the flicks for about 15 minutes, and stroked my pussy for a while, just enjoying myself for a while, then decided to see what else was going on...
As I came out of the booth, I notice that the male population in the video booth area had grown from about 3 guys, to about 10.... a real cute asian midget, a few white guys, a couple of hispanics, and one Black Man.
Now, you all know, by know, how I get around Black men, especially when it's in a situation where I know I can get used easily!
I soon had him joining me in a big booth, where he immediately pinned me to the wall, kissing me hard, while pawing my tits through my tube top with one hand, and shoving his fingers in my soaked pussy with the other hand! I was loving it!!!
He had the tube top down in an instant, and was really sucking on my nipples with finesse!! Now, I love having my nipples worked over, and he could tell, by my moans, that I was really enjoying it! I dropped to my knees a minute later though, as I just HAD to see what he was packing in his pants! I didn't waste a second, yanking his zipper down, and opening his pants and boxers, to find a nice thick 6 inch cock! Now, granted, I'm a size queen, I'll admit it.. I'd much rather have a 9 or 10 inch Black cock, but any Black cock turns me on, and his was no exception!! Besides, it was really thick!!!
I had him down my throat in no time, swallowing him to the root, and licking his balls at the same time! His cock tasted SO good!!!
I was enjoying making love to his Black cock with my lips and tongue, loving the feel of his hands in my hair, pulling my mouth harder, on to his cock, when suddenly he stopped, and pulled me off his cock! I looked up at him, ready to ask why?, when he pushed my head towards the wall!
Turns out there was a gloryhole there that I didn't see! (New one that I hadn't seen yet) And there was a nice hard dick sticking through it!! It was white, but that didn't stop me.. This hot Black man wanted me to suck this strange white cock through the hole, I wasn't going to argue, or disobey!
I immediately attacked that white cock with a passion, sucking it as passionately as I did the Black cock before it. Next thing I know, I the Black man's hands on my hips, pulling my ass up in the air, and, a moment later, his nice thick cock entering my dripping wet slut cunt.
He must have fucked me like that for at least 10 minutes, ramming into my cunt hard, which only served to ram my face into the wall, driving the dick in my mouth, deeping into my throat.
Next thing I know, the white dick is cumming in my mouth, I'm swallowing all the cum shooting out, and the Black cock in my pussy is shooting a nice load in my womb, and I'm cumming so often, and so loud, that I KNOW the clerk has to be hearing us!!
I was right, because within a minute of all of us cumming, the clerk is banging on the door, telling us to all get out, before he calls the cops!! Well, we all scooted out of there quick, the Black man pulling me out of the store, and into a nearby alley!

He pushed me back down to my knees, in that smelly, dark, wet alley, and made me lick his cock clean. When I was done, I looked up, and there were a group of other guys from the bookstore, all with their cocks out, and waiting their turns!!
Naturally, being the cocksucking slut/whore that I am, I had a strange dick in my mouth in no time at all!
I wound up sucking off 6 guys in that alley, and getting fucked in the ass by the last one, the asian midget! He came a HUGE load up my ass, and after I licked his cock clean afterward, he gave me his phone number, and told me to call him sometime, that he had some friends who would love to fuck me!
I left the alley soaking wet, face and chest covered in cum, my knees muddy, and red from the alley, and thouroughly fucked! I think I came about 5 times while I was in the alley, as well!

As I stumbled out of the alley, a couple of really sleazy, cheap-looking hookers were passing by, and looked down at me, and just kinda sneered "slut!"..
I looked at them and just laughed... LOL!!! I got off all those guys, for NO CHARGE!! They had to be pissed, as they would have probably made a few bucks off those guys! oh well!
I know the guys were happy... they didn't have to pay for a hooker, and they didn't have to put a rubber on!!
I got to my van, climbed in, and drove home... This was a few hours ago, and I've taken a nice long bath, followed by a hot shower, and I feel somewhat "normal" again...

I hope some of my Men cum by today.... I'm getting horny again...
Gina

didn't go to the chiropractor...

Well, I woke up this morning, and felt like TOTAL shit.
I figured, ok, I'll sleep till late afternoon, and go to the chiropractor around 4..
Woke up, STILL felt like shit.. back doesn't hurt as much, but my belly feels horrible... like I've got some MAJOR gas.. yet I can't fart, can't burp.. what the fuck?????

I think I'm going to ask one of my men to come over and give me a good ass-fucking.. I tend to fart pretty good, after a good ass-pounding! LOL!!!

OH!! My aching BACK!!!

Been two days now, that I've been damn near incapacitated with severe back pain!
Don't know WHAT THE FUCK happened, but besides my back, my neck has been hurting, and my stomache isn't feeling too well either...

Going to the chiropractor's office today.. he always makes me feel better... I hope he can do it today, 'cause I really need relief....

So much for waiting a few more days....

Well, it's 4:15 am here, and 2 guys just left... I'm still leaving my door unlocked, as ordered, but I figured that, since my guys told me that I would have the next day or so off, I wouldn't have to fuck anyone.. guess again!

I was sound asleep, in my bed, covers pulled up, old, comfortable (and not at ALL sexy) pajamas on, nice and comfortable, and next thing I know, there's a cock in my mouth! (I tend to snore, so I guess my mouth was open enough that the guy took it as an invitation!)

Well, I barely opened my eyes, just started sucking, letting him grab my hair (fucked up a nice hairstyle, btw) and fucking my face, till he came in my mouth.. And me, slut that I am, said thank you! What I didn't realize, was that there was another guy there.. He pushed his cock into my mouth, and, as usual, I just started sucking.. I *did* however, notice that this was a different one, and opened my eyes a bit.. through the haze of being half-asleep, I noticed that it was the apartment building super!!! And he's white!!!
Well, like I said earlier in the blog, when a man (or woman) walks in my door, and wants to use my body, I don't say no.. even if it *is* a little-dicked white guy!(the super only has a 6 inch dick!) Thanks to my Men, I can't turn anyone down... but at times like this, I wish to hell that I could! I was having a nice sleep!!!
The super decided he wanted to fuck me, but I told him I was on my period (easier than trying to explain that they just took stitches out of my pussy!), so he said ok, he's fuck my ass instead!
I told him that I wasn't clean back there, and he really didn't care.. He just rolled me onto my stomach, and spit on his dick, and slid right up my ass!
He made a comment about what a loose ass I had, called me a fucking whore, and kept on fucking my ass till he came.
I can't say I didn't enjoy it, because that would be a huge lie.. I always enjoy having my asshole fucked, and, even though it was more painful than it should have been, I still enjoyed it.. Didn't orgasm from it, but it was enjoyable anyway...
The other guy said he wanted to fuck my ass also, but seeing how open it was after getting fucked, he said he's rather jerk off instead! Now THAT, I took offense to!! but I didn't say a word... He jerked his cock off, slapping my lips, and nips with it, till he came in my hair. OK, what the fuck.. I'm used to it by now....no problem....

So they wipe off, and leave.
Now I'm wondering if my building super is going to cause me any trouble..... I hope not.....

I'm going back to sleep.... wish to hell I could lock the damn door...
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I've decided to wait....

Not as sore today, but I've decided not to chance ripping myself back up.. At least not yet...;-)

I went out shopping today, my first time out, by myself, in at least a couple of weeks..

Felt good, being able to walk around by myself, not having to go wherever someone else wants me to go..
I went and got my hair and nails done, a full manicure, and pedicure, of course, you KNOW that I got my nails done in "slut RED", of course!! LOL! Got my hair styled nice, but had to argue with the girl in the salon, when she wanted to cut it short.. I had to tell her that I wanted to letit grow out more.. I want my hair to reach my ass, if posssible, as the guys really enjoy grabbing my hair from behind, and, I have to admit, I love it as well!

I also went to Frederick's of Hollywood today, and got the cutest outfits!! See them here and here
I can't wait to see my Men's reaction to it!

Also did some more mundane stuff, like paying my electric bill, and cable internet, and did some food shopping as well..
Tonight, even though it's Friday, I think I'm going to do something really boring, like housework...I've asked my Men to give me a day to myself, and they said ok...We'll see...

Check back later!

The Stitches are OUT!!

Thank GOD!!!
I got the stitches out yesterday, and I can't wait to start having regular sex again!!

I'm still pretty sore, but right now, it's a toss-up.. Have sex, and deal with the pain, and hope I don't over-do it, or wait a few more days, which the doctor suggests....

Decisions, decisions....

Gina

Put back to work again..

Well, the stitches are almost ready to come out, but not just yet.. a few more days, at least..

A few of my Men came over last night, and announced that I had taken enough "time off"..

They took me to a cheap motel, tied my wrists to my ankles, and put me on my knees.
They told me that tonight, I was going to earn some money for them. I remonded them that I was still healing, and they reminded me that I was tied like that for a reason.
My "job" for the night, was to suck off any man who came in and paid them!

So there I was, on my knees, unable to move, and within 10 minutes, the first guy came in..
He handed one of my Men 20 dollars, and unzipped, and shoved his cock right down my throat!
He didn't last long, perhaps 5 minutes, betwen being excited, and the fact that, whenever I have a cock in my mouth, I get REAL cock-hungry!! I was sucking that cock like it was the last thing I'd ever get to eat!!
The rest of the night went on like that, for at least 6 hours. I think I must have sucked at least 20 different cocks! Most of them came in my mouth, but a few came on my face, and a few on my tits.
My jaw was so sore by the time I was about halfway through, that many of them just shoved it down my throat, not even caring if I gave them any suction. Luckily, I can deep-throat big cock pretty easily, so there wasn't much of a problem...
By the time I was done, and they untied me, I could barely stand, as my legs were almost numb.

They laid me on the bed, and I sucked off my Men, as my final job of the night...As they were leaving, they laid a 100 bucks on the nightstand, and told me that the room was paid till noon, so I could sleep there if I wanted...
I woke up at 10, tired, honry, but ok... Walked the three miles to my apartment, and dozed off for a few hours..
Gina

Slowly healing....

Well, my pussy and asshole aren't as sore as before, but still tender...

My Men haven't been using anything but my mouth for the last couple of days, and THAT is starting to feel a little sore...

The guys have been really good about this whole thing.. I was sure at least one of them would be pissed off, but they've been real nice about it. They're settling for blowjobs, handjobs, and the occasional tit-fuck.
The wives of some of my guys aren't too happy though... They say that since their husbands aren't getting any pussy or ass from me, that their men are more agressive than usual, and that they can't seem to keep up. I guess that they were only getting it a couple of times a week, if that much.. One wife said that her husband has been fucking her every other day now, and doing things with her he never used to do, like ass-fucking her, and coming all over her face! LOL!!!

Three of the wives came over last night, and had me service them all.. They kept fingering my pussy, and not being that gentle, either... They kept playing with my clit, getting me almost to the point of orgasm countless times, but they kept stopping!!
I was damn near crazy with the need to cum!!

After they finally left, I managed to get off two weak orgasms with a vibrator, but what I REALLY want, is a cock (or at least a dildo!) in my pussy and ass!! It's driving me crazy!!

The unannounced visits from strange guys have let up quite a bit.. Gave two blowjobs tonight, before the wives came over, and one while the wives were taking a break. Kinda embarassing doing this guy while they sat there, drinking wine, and talking, all naked, especially when I had to announce, loud enough for them to hear, that *I* was the slut that was available, and they were, like him, here to use me.
But, as always, I take it.
I forgot to mention... While I was servicing the wives, they put nipple clamps on my nips, with some HEAVY weights..and every once in a while, they would give a hard tug to the chain...I thought they were gonna tear off my nipples at one point!
They weren't even being sexual about it.. It was more like "Let's see how much pain we can inflict on the white whore!"

But, as they say, "payback's a bitch!" Wait till I'm healed... their husbands aren't going to have any energy, or desire left, to fuck their wives... I plan on draining their husbands completely, and as often, as I can!!!
Right now, I swear, I'm so fuckng horny, I'm ready to take the chance of ripping my stitches open, by getting fucked before the doc says it's ok!!

Gina

some pics of what I probably looked like..

These aren't me, but I have an idea that this is what I was looking like that night that the Sadist got a hold of me...
Wonder if they took any pics?
Gina

Answering a question..

One of the blog's viewers, Emmanuel, asked me how I HONESTLY feel, about being abused, like I've been, for the past few weeks?

Well, Emmanuel, With my ex-husband, he never abused me, and before this past month, no white man had ever hit me.. I had been beaten a bit, years ago, when I was raped by those Black guys, but that, I figured, was part of being raped, so didn't think about it.

At first, I didn't enjoy being beaten, and abused.. not at all.. But I came to realize that, as a white woman who wants to be able to please Black Men, I should learn to take any, and all abuse, that they wanted to dish out..At first, it was like "well, I know that if I take it, and not piss him off, he'll give me that Black cock I want so bad..".. Later, I came to enjoy it more and more, actually having orgasms from being used like a cheap slut, and stronger ones, from being beaten!

Now, I'm to the point that, on those occasions when one of my Black Lovers wants a slow, gentle, loving session, I enjoy it, and I have orgasms, but they are nowhere NEAR as intense as when my Black Men (and some of the white guys, when my Black Men tell me to service them) treat me like shit, and slap me around!

I mentioned a while back, about being told to meet my Men on the corner, wearing nothing but a raincoat and heels, with the raincoat open, for all to see me naked underneath.
What I don't think I mentioned, was that I wound up being taken to a warehouse, stripped of the coat, tied up, and beaten repeatedly, by my Men, and a friend of theirs, who happens to be a real sadist!
I was marked pretty good, whipped, cropped, punched, slapped, and sexually misused, and abused, far worse than normal! I had a black eye, both lips were swollen, and I couldn't sit for days...I typed standing up, slept in constant pain for two days, and it hurt to even move much!
But I know that, while they were laying in to me, I was having some serious, gut-wrenching orgasms!!
I'm actually hoping that it wasn't a one-time thing, and that it will be repeated at least a couple of times a year!

I suppose I'm becoming somewhat over a "pain-slut", but that's ok.. I can deal with it..

So, to answer the question, "How do I REALLY feel about the abuse?"
I guess I can honestly answer this way...

I love it!!!!!

Went to the doctor today....

I went to the doctor today, as my ass and pussy were really sore, and my ass was bleeding pretty bad. I've had my asshole ripped before, and there was some bleeding, but it always stopped after a while.
This time, I was having to take a shit every hour or so, and I was getting blood every time.
I finally went to the doctor that I see, whenever it looks like I've taken too much sexual abuse, and after checking me out, said that he was going to have to give me stitches!

Well, I was in so much pain, that I knew that it must have been pretty bad... He gave me a local anesthetic, to numb me, and he proceeded to give me six stitches INSIDE my asshole, as I got pretty torn up there, and a couple near my clit.. Those are the ones that REALLY, REALLY hurt!!

How did this happen?? I got horny, then I got ambitious, then I got hurt....

A few of my Men came over, and brought a few of their friends.. A total of 10 guys were here, early this morning, and woke me up with a few hard slaps to my face, and tits. By the time I was able to focus my eyes, I noticed that they were all naked, all Black, and all sporting hard-ons.
I smiled, and figured I was going to get used GOOD today, and I wasn't disappointed!
These guys took turns fucking my mouth, my pussy, and my ass, and one of the guys lit up a joint, which always makes me hornier.. Inside of an hour, each man had cum at least once, using every hole, and I had taken a couple of REALLY fat Black cocks in my ass, at the same time, and was loving every second of it!! But, being the high, horny slut that I was, the two cocks in my ass felt great, but I wanted more!! So, stupid cunt that I can be, I asked, no, that's not right, I BEGGED for a third cock in my ass!!
And which one do I beg for?? Naturally, I begged for the biggest!! I felt like, and I told them, that I wanted my ass ripped open, and ruined, by Big Black Cock!!
Well, I got what I asked for, that's for sure!! The third guy was only about 9 inches, but he was the thickest there, with about nine inches ( 9") around!!! I was screaming in pain as he started to push it in, and he almost stopped, but I was so fucking high on the weed, that I yelled at him to just ram it in, to the balls!!
He did, and I felt my ass rip! Only problem was, as soon as he got balls-deep, and was screaming, another guy grabbed my hair, and shoved his cock down my throat!
Well, that did it for me, at that moment, I had one of the strongest, wettest orgasms I've ever had!! They say that once I stopped cumming, I passed out, and they kept fucking me, till they all came in my ass!
They slapped me till I came to, and as I was trying to focus, all I knew, was that I had 3 Black Cocks being pushed into my face! I was on autopilot by then, and they say I went wild licking all their cocks clean!
I don't remember much of it, actually...
I *do* remember though, that, as much pain as my ass was in, I was horny all over again!! Sucking cock always does that to me.. (goofy grin)

I told them, that if my ass could take it, I wanted it in my slut cunt next, telling them that I wanted three of those Big, Black, Nasty cocks in my pussy!
Even now, I'm wondering how they did it.. Hell, I'm wondering how the hell they got three cocks in my ass, for that matter!
All I know is, they did it, and I came almost as hard as when my ass was getting ripped up!
They fucked me for the next few hours, tag-teaming each other in.. when one came, or got tired, he's pull out, and another would take his place.. for at least two hours, I had three cocks at once in my pussy, fucking like mad, cumming in me, pulling out, and being replaced!!
I couldn't even concentrate on sucking anybody while it was happening, and one guy tired to fuck my mouth, and wound up getting his dick bitten a bit, when the guys would hit a spot in my pussy, that made me just clamp down!! Poor guy... no stitches, but his cock's gonna be sore for a week or so... and I KNOW that I'm going to get beaten pretty good for it....
But, as always, I'll accept it as part of life....

Right now, I've got a soft pillow under my ass, and I'm starting to feel the effects of the pain killers the doc gave me, so I'm just going to relax, maybe hop on yahoo messenger for a while, then go lay down..
My men have assured me that I won't be getting any cock in my pussy or ass for a few days, but that my mouth will be busy till my holes heal..
I've got two of my Men's wives coming over tommorrow morning to check on me, and to have me service them... that's gonna be hard, as, besides my jaws feeling a little sore, I can't even play with my pussy or asshole for a while! The doc even told me to TRY and AVOID having an orgasm!! DO YOU HAVE *ANY IDEA* HOW HARD THAT IS FOR ME???? lol!!!!

till later,
Gina

Just got home...

Well, I was right about that guy last night... He smelled BAD!!!!
His cock was nice though (I know... ALL Black cocks look nice to me!! LOL!).. He had 8 inches, and a nice curve to it, and after he was done fucking my face, he came all over my face, then had me lick his asshole.. smelly as hell, but I do as I'm told.
That got him hard again, and he yanked on my hair, throwing me to the floor, and essentially, he just raped my asshole. Hurt quite a bit, due to the curve, but my ass is getting used to it...;-)

He left, after cumming up my ass, and I got up, took a shower, and just laid on the floor in front of the tv, watching some good interracial porn... Fell asleep, and was woken up this morning with some stranger's cock in my pussy, just fucking away.. guess I got wet while I was still asleep.....
He came in me, and I just rolled over, and went back to sleep.

In the afternoon, I get a phone call.. one of my Black lovers, asking if he could come over.
He told me that he wanted to take me to a party, and show me off to his co-workers...I said okay, after checking with one of my new Masters... He said ok, but that I better be a good slut!
I dressed nice, like he asked.. not slutty, but a classy-kind of sexy...
The party was nice, good food, open bar, where I tried not to get too tipsy..he kept introducing me to his male co-workers as his "white slut".. I blushed at first, but got used to it, and soon began feeling proud, that he would introduce me this way.. many of his white co-workers tried to hit on me, but I told them, point-blank, that I only fucked Black men. I said this, many times, near him, and he told me later, that he was proud of me!
After the party, he took me dancing, then to a nice jazz club, and we just spent the evening cuddling in the club...
Later, he brought me home, but not before having me give him a blowjob in his SUV...
I just got in a few minutes ago, and thought I'd let you all know what I've been up to..

Later, when I wake up again, as long as there's nobody there to fuck me, I'm going out food shopping.. I want to make a nice big dinner for some of my Men...
Thinking of maybe making a few steaks, baked potatoes, and maybe some greens... need to make sure I call the wife of one of my lovers, and have her tell me how to make them! I have no idea how, but she makes them so good, I've got to find out!

Gina

haven't been online much lately...

Sorry aobut the lack of appearance online folks, but the last couple of days have been kinda weird...

One of my Men came over, wednesday morning, and tied me up.. He likes to do that occasionally, so I thought nothing of it.. he usually only ties me up for an hour or so.

That day was different... MUCH different.
He hog-tied me, so that my asshole, pussy, and mouth were all available, and started slapping my face, tits, and ass, HARD!
He then told me something that scared me...He planned on leaving me tied up like that till monday, with just an occasional break!
This is one of those breaks.. he looked at my computer, and found the link for my blog. He read it, and decided that I should write at least once a week, about my new life.
See, after he had me tied up for about 6 hours, having invited a bunch of strangers over to fuck me, as well as a few of my other Men, he finally told me to give him the phone number for my job.. I did, and while he was dialing the phone, told me that my days of working a "straight" job, were over...He, and a few of my other lovers, had gottent together, and decided that they would support me partially, and I would also become their whore, fucking whoever they brought over...
He told me to tell my boss that I was quitting my job, permanently!
He's also informed me, that soon, I would probably be getting a webcam, and would be making some movies, and possibly showing myself getting used, on cam, probably on a pay site or something.
I'm allowed occasionally, to post here, and get on Yahoo messenger, but otherwise, my freedom is to become very limited....
I don't know how this will go, so please be patient with me for a while..

For now, I have to go, as one of the conditions of them paying most of my bills, is that my front door is NEVER to be locked again... I never know who will cum by, ad I'm to offer my body to anyone who walks in, and a strange Black Man just walked in... He looks old, and dirty, but I've got to do as I'm told....
Stay tuned!
Gina

more porn

Still trying to get the hang of this.. pics don't go where I want them!
But here's a few more that get me wet, in no particular order...
Gina

Some of my favorite porn pics.

Bored, and sore, so I figured I'd kill a litle time here, and post some of my favorite pics.. These are the pics that make me wet, for whotever reason. No particular order, and no particular reason, they just got me wet everytime I look at them...

The first pic here, is one of my favorites. You'll notice the name "Admiral Krag" on it, as well as the next one..

I came across the "Admiral Krag" series of scans years ago, when I first started checking out newsgroups. He started scanning, and posting magazine layouts for posting to the internet, about 10 or 15 years ago, when the average computer had only a 640x480 sceen size, and we were lucky if we had a video card that supported thousands of colors, much less the millions we have available today. His scans were always the clearest, and the best quality, while still being small enough to view fullscreen, yet big enough to enjoy.

(Yes, I've been on the internet THAT long!! But I mostly stayed in "lurker" mode, being too shy backk then, to post anything.. How life changes!!)